在别人面前的快乐只为了令别人开心一点我要找到真的快乐唯有继续装傻

`'`Tuesday, October 02, 2007`'`

[On Air: 龙卷风-周杰伦]

I don't say i miss you doesn't mean i don't.
I don't ask about you doesn't mean i don't care.
I don't speak doesn't mean i am unaware.
I don't cry doesn't mean i don't feel sad.
I don't ponder doesn't mean i am not thinking.
I don't express doesn't mean i don't feel.
I don't say because after many times it loses its true meaning.
I don't ask because i know you need your space.
I don't speak because i think it unecessary.
I don't cry because it won't make any of the sadness go away.
I don't ponder because it doesn't help as much as in dept thinking.
I don't express because that's part of me.

words can mean alot.
irregardless of how it being transmitted.
but sometimes . . . . . .
actions speak louder than words.

i haven't been blogging like i promised to.
partly it due to the reason that i am just lazy.
but i have another meaning in blogging.
i don't want to blog for the sake of blogging.
if i were to write something i hope i can write with feel and inspiration.
i will continue writting though. i aren't giving up. : -)
Labels: w-o-r-d-s

10:56 PM

with love,
xin

=)