`'`Sunday, December 31, 2006`'`
[On Air : 一直在这里 - 郭品超]
It new year eve today.
most people are probably out counting down to the new year.
what am i dong here?
sad to say i am on 1 week MC.
and the worse part is under doctor's order i have to stay at home for 1 whole week.
so here i am stuck at home watching sturat little 2 on tv.
what a way to spend my new eve. haha.
i haven't been feeling well since christmas.
and it just sort of got worse and so yeah.
i woke up finding a letter on my table today.
Though, i have not been feeling too good these few days
i felt a whole lot better after reading the letter.
you know you are.
Thank You so much for sending that letter.
Anyway, year 2006 is coming to end in a few hours.
many things have happen this year.
the good ones & the not-so-good ones.
the many happy, sad, touching, memorable moments.
the people, family, friends, colleagues, schoolmates even strangers.
i still remember them all.
i guess 2006 has been a good year.
i have learnt many things along the way.
though at times i had to learnt it the hard way.
but i am glad it all help make me a better person.
and for everyone who has helped add colour to my life
i hereby sincerely thank you.
it going to be a whole new start.
so here goes to my list of new year resolutions.
i just hope i do follow them.
New Year Resolutions:
- everyone to have stay healthy and happy.
- better grades
- stay healthy
- taking better care of myself
- lose 5kg
- come up with better lyrics
- learn how to compose
- treasure everyone around me.
Well, actually i still have a very long list.
but i figured it best to keep it short and realistic.
hopefully, i will be able to achieve those.
Alright, so here goes my last entry for the year. =)
~ It doesn't matter where i maybe, just remember that whenever & wherever you need me i will always be right here by your side.~
9:22 PM
`'`Thursday, December 28, 2006`'`
[On Air : 点水蜻蜓 - 牛奶]
Term break officially ends in 5 days.
spending time with family.
meeting up with a few friends.
went back to college east.
most of the time i am working.
i spent my christmas working this year. =D
not too bad.
just that the 2 weeks seems too short.
gotta buck up when schools starts.
final papers are barely a month away.
Anyways, we gave sotong a surprise birthday celebration today.
it 3 days in advance.
but hopefully she had a memorable day.
and of course the presents too.
sorry sotong, i didn't mean to lie.
haha.
though i wasn't really very sure you would fall for it.
luckily you did though.
这只是善意的谎言. =)))
1:59 AM
`'`Friday, December 15, 2006`'`
[On Air：夏天的风 - 元卫觉醒]
Finally~ common tests are over.
ITL was a total screw up.
hopefully today's paper wouldn't turn out too badly.
i am seriously deprived of sleep.
gonna catch up on it the whole weekend.
and hopefully i have got inspiration to come up with something. =D
L01's gathering was smashing.
L01 is one cool class. Rawk on! =)))))
the bells jingle and i know christmas is coming.......
12:43 AM
`'`Tuesday, December 12, 2006`'`
[音乐：你听得到 - 周杰伦]
tomorrow's paper is one i wish i didn't have to take.
i am totally screwed up.
11:30 PM
`'`Sunday, December 10, 2006`'`
[On Air : 天灰 - S.H.E]
36 hours 50 mins to common test.
less than 48 hours. omg~
i have flipped my notes till they are on the verge of being torn.
and i am on the verge of breaking down.
i have been redoing every question for the 100th time.
nah~ exaggerating. =X
lesser but nonetheless, i have been doing it over and over again.
haven't had much sleep the past few days.
i feel so moody.
ok, enough of my rantings.
back to the books then. =D
santa can you hear me? all i wish for this christmas is .............
3:09 AM
`'`Monday, December 04, 2006`'`
[On Air : 半岛铁盒 - 周杰伦]
one more week left to common test.
i can't judge how much i have revised.
but the understatment still stands at i-am-still-not-ready.
i was never ever ready anyway.
and probably never will.
common test has basically been taking up most of my time.
so it either school or home.
not that it a bad thing.
i get to spend more time with my family.
like the whole of the past weekend.
friday was dad's birthday.
had dinner at some resturant in chinatown together with grandma & aunt's family.
and half of saturday was spend with my cousin and dinner over at aunt's house.
one of the best weekends for me.
everything seems alright.
when i am with people.
smile, joke, laugh.
but when i am alone.
everything feels different.
i tend to settle into my thoughts too deeply.
sometimes even the emotional system goes haywire.
putting on a brave front doesn't do the inside work.
wad a joke.
i can't even control my own emotions.
and i thought i was strong.
strong. haa. how wrong i am.
well, i have been living in a state of self-denial.
i should have recognised this long ago.
or rather i should have choosen to recognise.
and i am starting to wonder how much more of me is still in self-denial.
oh wells, enough of such depressive talk.
it time i get to sleep.
or i shall very soon withness the consequences of sleeping late. =)
Don’t take too long to say I love you to the ones you love,
Cos time has a habit of slipping away.
12:26 AM
