The Last Getaway
Eugene
Lee Hong
Siti
Yue Zhen
Samantha
Vinz
L01
Qiu Ying
Peixi
Oliva
JingXian
Linda
JoJo
Kazaf
Jackson
Jee Hong
Xuan
Zaid
Siti Aisha
Candy
Nazira
The Endless Memories
September 2004
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
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The Timeless Song
Credits
freakyryo-
Gt back frm tkd. So tired.... luckily more or less gt e grading movements rite . If nt duno hw sia... 2 more wks grading le. Nxt mon is our due date 4 e LGM project... chia liat sia... we still haven fully complete the project yet. Sumore still gt e presentation rehersal haven do yet. OH NO! The worst ting is tat e section head gona sit in 4 e presentation. Haf 2 jai you le. So dis few daes will be veri busy n tired. But nvm lahz... aniwae i am used 2 it le. It alreadi thursdae... seems like time fly past but mani tings haf happened over the wk.... i tink i wun talk abt tat le. 2 confusing n complicated. Hm.... luckily 2dae lesson start at 10.15am so dun nd 2 wake up so early. Evirdae go sch walk like zombie like tat.... hiaz.... but hor 2dae classs end late. Actually oso no diff. Aniwae i tink will juz stop here 4 nw... outz......
with love,
xin
=)
Sumhw it seems like it will never end...
I tried, maybe i wasn't gd enough...
Maybe i didn't try hard enough...
Wad's the way out? no 1 knoes.
Running away is nt the way out.
Maybe i shld learn 2 let go....
with love,
xin
=)
okie 1stly wanna sae sorrie 2 siti. Hey pal i didn't mean 2 lie okie... i was being forced by circumstances. haha. Well ytd was fun. Thanx pple 4 letting mi 4 gt my troubles 4 awhile. Hope siti n fart like e present. oh man..... there was so much food. all damn nice. And e best ting was we 4gt 2 take a knife 2 cut e cake n evri1 digged in 2 the cake. haha. it was soooooo nice. After tat we played truth n dare... er.. sorrie details can't b revealed. aiyah..... i kena 2 times sia. Siti the lucky ass nv kena at all. Argh! lolz. YEAH! finally we gt our basketball jersey with our number emblazoned on. I gona treat it like treasure. Ytd reach hm oso going 12 le. Veri tired sia.. bath le den did sumting 4 my fren. aiyo... actually wan 2 log in 2 msn de. but duno y ytd gt problem wif e server. i alreadi veri tired so juz 4get abt it lohz. Aniwae wad i wana sae is u guyz rawk. when e world is changing and when life suck. we knoe there's alwayz each other. so there's all 4 nw n cyz all nxt sat. out wif all e stories k? hehe. Take care buddies! outz....
with love,
xin
=)
The routine starts.
Evridae it the same old ting.
I brisked thru evridae.
Never mind if evridae is the same.
But the problem is it gets worst.
I tink i will never understand life.
I wish i dun haf 2 either.
Y is life so compliacted?
All an act.
I feel so tired.
Drained.
The tunnel seemed to stretch so far.
I wonder when i will ever see light again.
Feeling so lost.
I guess i will juz wait......
with love,
xin
=)
Haiya~ term break end le. Tml gonna start sch again... hw arh? Sure gt mountains of project n tests de. Argh! Chiat liat lahz... seems like i still haven recover frm my slacky mood sia. But no choice lahz. i knoe i muz buck up... dis term veri important de. Cuz haf 2 take end yr module exam. so cant play play le. Muz study hard. Recently start 2 play my guitar more den usual. I juz luv e sound of it... so soothing. Hopefully 1 dae i can use it 2 compose a song. haha. juz sae onli lahz... can or nt still a probem arh. Dis few daes still okie lohz.... nt much lahz... erm... go celebrate my maternal grandma's birthdae, go play pool lohz. Den e rest of e time as usual slack at hm. hehe. Erm... okie lohz.. nthing much 2 write le 2dae. Cuz all i knoe nw is tat i gotta get back 2 sch tml.... outz....
with love,
xin
=)
Your leaving left mi wif pain.
Time may ease the pain.
But it will never go away.
Life goes on.
You may haf left.
But the meomories will alwayz stay.
I looked up at the beautiful nite sky.
There were many stars shinning n twinkling.
But there was 1 tat stood out above all.
The star tat was giving off the brightest shine.
The one that caught my eye.
It reminded me of you.
The breeze blew past.
I closed my eyes n saw your smiling face.
It felt so close.
Like u were juz by my side.
Like you had alwayz been there.
I opened my eyes n looked up again.
It was still shinning brightly.
Like it will never fade.
Now i understand.... ....
with love,
xin
=)
1 year has come n go. But memories will alwayz stay. 1 year ago... u left us 2 a world tat would bring u no worries, pain, illness. I still tink of u. I go abt my evridae life like i shld, wake up, attend sch, go hm, study n all. I do wad i alwayz / shld do... laughing, smiling, playing arnd wif my frenz. But sumtimes i feel hollow inside. Sumtimes it juz a brave front so tat no 1 sees thru mi. I feel so tired. Life goes on... n i am living it like am supposed 2. I try 2 b happi, in sch, at hm, wif frens. They r wad tat keeps mi going...... i laugh, play n haf fun wif them. But when night falls and i lie alone in bed... e tears juz flow whenever i tink of u. Those long gone daes.... u alwayz there like mum n dad ..... ever since e dae i was born. i was e onli 1 whom u took care of since i was born. Those daes where u fed mi my food, kept mi accompany, play wif mi n took care of mi when i was sick. Do u still rmb the daes when u used 2 wait 4 mi 2 return hm frm sch? u will alwayz be sitting in e living rm till i come. Sumtimes when i was late, u would ask y i was late. U were alwayz giving us sweets n money. But those r e long gone daes..... it all changed when u fell ill tat fateful dae 3 years ago. Things were nv e same again. It dragged on... u nv fully recoverd until u passed away last year. It was den tat i started tinking abt life... abt wad it like 2 lose sumone u love. Tat taught mi 2 grew up.... i changed my perspective abt mani things. i dun c tings e way i used 2. i learnt 2 treasure e pple tat were closest 2 mi... my family n frenz. But 1 ting in life tat will nv change is a regret tat i still haf n alwayz will.... ( i am nt ready 2 sae wad it is yet). After such along 1....... wad i wan 2 sae is tat i am fine n life is okie. I hope u r 2. Thanx 4 all tat u haf done 4 mi e past 17 years. I will keep it all in my heart n rmb it 4 life. If there's a nxt life... i wish u would b my grandma again. U r e best tat ani1 could ask for. N mayb sumdae we will meet again. For nw i will juz live my life n try 2 b happi. I wish i could send dis letter 2 heaven... so tat u could c it. Life goes on...... I miss you...
with love,
xin
=)
Haiz.... still feeling so tired. 0s0 duno y lehz. i tink linda they all sae correct lehz. i evridae 0s0 tired de. haha. Dis week no nd go 2 sch.... finally having term break le. So whole wk can slack at home sia. C pple all go sch muz wake up early den i still sleeping in my precious bed. FEELS SO DAMN GD! lolx. erm... but hor dis week will oso be quite busy lohz... gt lots of projects haven complete yet. Ift,Ecm,Lgm.... sumore still gt e tkk project. Hw arh? aiyah... i oso duno lehz. I haven touch aniting since last fridae. chiat liat le. Saturdae go out whole dae, so fun sia, den after tat my fren came 2 stay over. Haha... Sundae morning when we woke up alreadi veri late le. Den we went Ntuc buy food 2 cook lunch. Wow... our lunch veri EX lehz... $10+. lolx. We cooked spaghetti... but den e food turned out duno called wad. I tink ours is e 1 n onli in e world lohz, veri unique.. gt meatball, cheese,tomatoe sauce, spaghetti sauce n tuna. erh... gt pple eat dis kind of spaghetti 1 mehz? Actually quite nice lehz... nt bad lahz... our skill... rite froggie?lolx. Tat dae whole dae oso slacking arnd lohz... den at nite after finish dinner we watch e 1st epsiode of e energy show.... zong yi ze ge li ba liu zhui hao siao. i tink is dis name. Siaoz man.... we laugh until stomach cramp sia. So damn funni arh. Muz watch!!! After tat... we all addicted sia.. so we ate supper den watch until arnd 2+/3... den slp arh. I tink hor nw i 4get hw 2 laugh le. hehe. okay... i write till here nw... out...
with love,
xin
=)
11/9/2004. slept arnd 3+... damn tired. Supposed 2 meet my frenz for Energy's auto session. but couldn't wake up in e morning. My fren called at 9am 2 try n wake mi but i still no use. Cuz i still cant wake up. She called persisitently 4 half n hour... n left 50 missed callls on my phone. MY phone almost EXPLODED! Finally i wake up arnd 9.45am. Go prepared n evriting. Supposed 2 meet at 12pm. But i was late 4 erm...... 1 hr plus. lolx. She sae i damn big shot. Her cousin was also wif her. Nice person oso. By the time we reach e open plaza.... energy was alreadi ther. Wah reali big shot erh we all! At e auto session... aiyo damn hot sia... e sun like burning my skin. i almost thought i would melt. so we queue up lohz..... erm... den lata gt another group of frens come n join us..... we queue until e hot sun become heavy rain den finally reach e front. When reach e 1st row tat time gt 1 big fan blowing towards my direction.. juz nice ny fren n i standing 2gether. So we took e cd cover n block our hair. so scared our hair kena mess up sia. lolx. Juz nice shuwei n nui nai in front of us.... so they saw us doing tat. hahahaha. Aiyo! den after tat... we went onstage le lohz.... 1st 1 was ahdi he nv reali look up. he took e cd cover den sign le. my fren in front of mi. So she move infront le den realsi she 4gt 2 shake hand wif him so she turned back n shake hand wif him. Haha. den he look up n sae thank you to us lohz. but i nv shake hand wif him. i sos duno y. lolx. Nxt is kunda... dis guy duno eat wad wrong medicine become so friendly sia... he looked at e both of us smiled n said hallo. We looked at each other said hallo back 2 him... den we sae siao. hahahaha. luckily he nv hear sia. My dis froggy fren 4get 2 shake hand wif him agin so she turn back like juz nw lohz. haiyo. kunda looked abit shocked. lolz. he looked at my fren den look at mi again. like trying 2 figure out sumting. Den he shake hands wif my fren... haha... i actually want 2 go forward le.. den he held out his hand den i dhake lohz. hahaha. his expression veri funni. 3rd one is Shuwei..... when i was standing in front of him. He wasn't signing cuz kunda 2 slow le. lolz. ...shuwei veri friendly ... he automatically look up smile n den shake hand. Den when he sign finish he look up n sae thank you. nice guy. Last 1 is nui nai... haha... he shake hand veri funni de. snhske veri hard sia.. i though my hand gona drop off... lolx... but he oso veri friendly.. wif his rabbit teeth smile... haha. Also nice guy sia. Den after e auto session we went long john silver eat. N went 2 e world cyber games... aioyo reali nthing sia... no games 2 buy... haiz.... after tat we hang arnd until arnd 7pm den when 2 watch e channel u' s nxt big thing. Damn lot of pple man. we stand on e 3rd floor. can c lohz... e contestants okie lohz... all oso nt bad lahz. but gt sum reali duno wad they performing. haha... den until round 2 finish le... Energy gt come out n perform... wear white shirt n jeans... veri gd looking sia... haha.... i oso saw William Hung..... ah... he reali look veri gong sia.... wear double white... wif pink flowers on his shirt n a singlet inside. cant speak chinese de..... lolx... after tat went carrefour 2 buy sum stuff... den went 2 my fren's hse 2 collect her stuff.. cuz she came 2 stay over. So shiok sia.... reach hm arnd 11.30 le. So tired. Went 2 bath den gathered inside my sis rm n talk... OMG we talk all e way until 1+ sia.. lolx..... reali veri tired... lahz... but end up... sleep without knowing e time lohz......
with love,
xin
=)
11/09/04. 12.28am. Sch was alrite ytd. Finish lessons arnd 11.15am... we had actually planned 2 take our 2.4km run. My frens had nt had theirs... but i wanted 2 rerun so i decided 2 accompany them. All of a sudden i like 2 run. i used 2 hate it. Unfortunately when we went 2 e pe rm 2 look e teacher no 1 was there. so we went 4 our lunch instead. Finished lunch n was waiting 4 our class advisior ( CA) 2 finish printing our result slips. Went 2 collect e result slips n ended up having a long n mostly casual chat wif our CA. I came 2 realise tat she's a pretty okie person... a nice person 2 talk 2. We laughed alot. It was e 1st time i laughed so much since i entered dis sch. Sch isn't tat bad sumtimes i guess. Ytd i oso went 2 donate blood. It my 2nd donation but it still hurts a little when they were giving e anasthetic injection. My left hand felt so heavy went e medicine took effect. It didn't hurt during e process but my hand is hurting nw... esp when i bend it 2 much. Also my left hand gets tired easily. But i guess it worth it after all... i feel tat it meaningful 2 do sumting like tat. Esp when it can save lifes. Cuz u nv knoe tat mayb sumdae u will b e 1 tat would nd help. Doing a gd deed dun nd 2 haf a gd reason... all u nd is sincerity which means alot. Well it getting... pretty late nw... my eyes r tired. So i will end here nw....
with love,
xin
=)
Well.... dis is e 1st entry. So i am nt veri used to it... but i guess i will get used. hm.... well i tink dis place pretty cool. hm... 2dae quite tired, but it happens evridae aniwae. No big deal. Sch as usual 2dae, but it quite abnormal. The onli serious lesson we had 2dae was IFT n e lesson was at 3.15pm. Our usual thursdae lesson starts at 10.15am. Hw pathetic. So we went 2 imm 4 lunch n juz shopped arnd or shld i sae slack. Went back 2 sch at arnd 1+ for ECM juz for r sake of taking e dumb TKS quiz! unbelieveable... dis module oso gt quiz! haha...e teacher looked so damn stress even when she was distributing us e quiz. Actually she's nt a bad sort...... juz tat she is plain blur... nt at all times but most of it. Finished e test in 15mins.... so went 2 reading rm n again slack till 3.15pm. Thought 2dae can go home early... but all e same until 4+ den end lesson. Study 4 so many years le.... nv used 2 slp in sch. nw arh.... haiz... sumtimes at break slp in e reading rm. So tired. dun even knoe y. Feel like i am 'fading' away frm e world.... alwayz blur blur de....haha. i will try 2 catch up though. Muz go do e drawing le. Onli abt 1/4 completed.... going 2 start e technical part le i stil haven finish! Oh no! Better end here 1st..lata gt time den come back!
with love,
xin
=)
It alreadi 12.45 am. Still haven slp yet. Feel so tired yet cant slp... mayb my mind isn't ready 2 rest yet. Suddenly feel so confuse. I wonder hw i was like when i was still a small kid. My 'current life' is going fine... my sch isn't veri great... but at least e environment is okay. My new frens r fun... we laugh, talk n share alot. Sch wun haf been 1/2 as fun wifout them. i am glad i met them. But den again reality alwayz strikes.... i miss my 'old life'... those daes where i feel so carefree. My sec sch life was e most memorable of all... it was e place where i grew up, learn n seen wad love, life n friendships r all abt. It was e place tat i used 2 stumble, fall n learnt 2 pick myself up again. The sch, teachers, schmates, frens, games.... all seem like it was onli ytd. Time flies...... i used 2 tink tat a dae is a veri long time... nw i realised. If onli i can.... i would like 2 go back in time... to vsit my past again. Hm...... sch again 2dae... finally it fridae... e least lessons of all daes... well we will c abt 2dae again.... :-)
with love,
xin
=)
