this story is about a love between a human and a ghost. the girl misses her boyfriend whom I presumed is already dead for erm some unknown reasons. she spent her days crying and reminiscing about the days when he was still by her side. the guy could not let go and therefore came back as a ghost to watch over her. but when he saw his girlfriend in that state, he was heartbroken. basically, that’s the outline of the story and most part of the mv shows them in their happier times. the mv is kinda touching, and needless to say the song is MELTING me …



* the first time watching will be abit jerky, cause of the loading. let it finish the loading and enjoy!*

12:35 AM

 

with love,
xin

=)

`'`Sunday, January 29, 2006`'`

It the New Year ... Daddy is home, which is great. the house is livelier. hopefully, this year will be a better year and everiting will go smoothly & everyone will stay healthy & happy.


HapPy NeW yEaR t0 aLL ! MaY g0d BlEsS EvErYoNe ! :)


since it the new year, juz a few pics to brighten up this place ... been pretty down recently. so here goes ....



Daddy bought this back for me. wow.





A gift for donating blood.






Meirong gave me this when we met in school last friday. thanx pal.





Finally i got it back in one piece. =)

2:00 AM

 

with love,
xin

=)

`'`Sunday, January 22, 2006`'`

Some days ago i had a conversation with a friend, after laughing real hard at all those funny moments that happened sometime back. we talked about rather lot of things. life. people. wondering how the future is going to be like. there's so many things that are unpredicatable, espcially people. like sometimes you dunno if you should trust them. and how fast a person can changed. something he said in this particular conversation that kinda struck me .




him: sometimes people can change realli fast. it makes you think if they are true or not.
me: i guess people are unpredictable.
him: so i just tolerate them, despite all that.
me: how long can this go on?
him: i dunno. i just tell myself that maybe it not their fault, some people they are born like that.




maybe someday, we will find someone out there that is realli true ... maybe it not the time yet. but i believe someday we will eventually meet ... ...

8:52 PM

 

with love,
xin

=)

`'`Saturday, January 21, 2006`'`

How much can a person take?
things are getting so out of hand. life is just a blank space. all the things that you have planned to achieve. they never come true. it all just freaking lies. there seem to be so many crossroads all at once.
should i do this or that?
am i suppose to do something about it or just forget about it?
do i say yes or no?
is this going to be worth the effort or not?
all this questions. they keep flashing through my mind.
all those broken dreams.
no one knows the pain you are going through and they don't appreciate what has been done.
it so hard to trust. why izzit so hard to find someone just to be themselves?
it so hard to find someone true now .
i give up on the human race . . . . . .
i am so lost. really lost.
someone help me?

12:14 AM

 

with love,
xin

=)

`'`Sunday, January 15, 2006`'`

the weekend is gone in a glance . back to work tomorrow.
should be a pretty pack schedule this week. tat will be good.
the thing i am most looking forward to is going back to school this week. ;>
i have alot of things in mind tat i want to get done, but i wonder how much of it i can complete.
the lists goes on . . .





the earth still rotates.
life still has to go on.
don't hold back.
go on.
i tink it would go nowhere, you know.
sumtimes waiting is just not the onli way.
sumtimes it better to let go.

~"Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go."~

11:28 PM

 

with love,
xin

=)

`'`Thursday, January 12, 2006`'`

Gemini tend to be able to hide their emotion well . Hm . . . pretty true , i guess?


How not to lose control?

Absorbed in the world of o2 jam / dunking down cans of coffee . at least it provides the distractions , despite it being ONLY temporary . i hope i don't kill myself with these addictions . . . tat wun be too nice a way . . .


tell me . . . . . .

tell me when.

tell me how.

tell me what to do.

10:35 PM

 

with love,
xin

=)

`'`Sunday, January 08, 2006`'`

What do you do when you keep thinking it would get better, but it never does?


Attachment is going fine, the workload is getting heavier which is good. at least it keeps me distracted for that period of time. but . . . . . .


somehow i keep falling back rite into this emptiness. this nagging feeling of worry keep recurring. so uninterested in everything. so fed up easily. it sucks . . . it reali does . . .
For two nites in a row , i vomitted out my dinner. i intended to get some sleep yesterdae nite, after a busy week at work. i ended up downing two cans of coffee and couldn't go to slp. i got an instinct i am gonna do sumting reali stupid . i reali wan to get some slp . . . no weird dreams, no waking up in the middle of the nite sweating. just one nite of good solid sleep is all i ask for . . . what do i do?

9:18 PM

 

with love,
xin

=)

`'`Tuesday, January 03, 2006`'`

Firstly, i will like to wish Yue Zhen HaPpI 21sT BiRtHdaE! StaY HaPpI & HeAlThY aLwAyZ ... ... KeEp r0cKiNg gaL ! cHeErS !


Met up with the LK gang after work to celebrate yue zhen's birthdae. it was pretty much a surprise, cuz we didn't tell her a thing. well, aniwaes we went to fish & co. for dinner had a pretty gd time catching up wif each other. we haven had a chance 2 reali meet up since attachment started. sumhw... i feel tat everione has grown up tat little bit. i dunno hw 2 describe it. bt it juz an instinct feeling. makes me miss sch evn more ... n we all wish we could go back agn. aniwaes, i hope yue zhen reali enjoyed herself . :)



Been in a pretty lousy mood the past 2 weeks. and i haven had a real gd slp ... ... either i will have sum weird dreams or end up waking up in the middle of the nite in sweat... all those distractions are juz temporary & i will fall freaking rite into this emptiness agn. i dun like it ... i reali dun... ...



Sumtimes i tink i am too strong-headed ...... i like to do tings my own way , which is alwayz deemed as weird. sumtimes .... no, most of the time i tend to do tings tat are different frm pple . i stand by wad i do & tink ..... like i dun care abt hw pple will tink of it... like i dun gif a damn at all. and sumtimes, i even like to go against myself ...... izzit wrgn to be strong-headed?

10:59 PM

 

with love,
xin

=)

`'`Sunday, January 01, 2006`'`

NeW yEaR rEs0uLtIoNs :



- complete my attachment & hopefully a good final year grade
- get fit & stay healthy
-continue my studies & good grades
-driving license
-probably go on a good holiday
- more music
-treasure the people arnd me more


hm ... ok, i managed to come up with this list... i tink tat's all for now. shldn't be too greedy rite? ;>

11:10 PM

 

with love,
xin

=)

HaPpI NeW YeAr t0 evEryOne!

TiMe t0 c0mE uP wItH NeW yEaR rEs0LuTi0Ns . . . . . . 0k0k, i will get it up tmr . . . :)







WorLd pEaCe ! (",)

1:05 AM

 

with love,
xin

=)