The Last Getaway
Eugene
Lee Hong
Siti
Yue Zhen
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Vinz
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Qiu Ying
Peixi
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JingXian
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JoJo
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Jee Hong
Xuan
Zaid
Siti Aisha
Candy
Nazira
The Endless Memories
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The Timeless Song
Credits
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Juz back from bballing. feels great after a two weeks break. Feeling of being back on the court is just superb. Kinda have abit of aching. No worries though.Had thunder & small drizzle in the afternoon Was glad tat it didn't end up raining. . Else there goes my bballing session again. * Thank God*. Gotta take a break frm bballing soon. Cuz exams rnd the corner. Yeah, talking abt exams i haven started my revision yet. Still 3 weeks & 1 day away rite? alrite stop consoling urself. Time to start. Was looking thru my cmb notes for the first time ever since i gt tat book. And i mean seriously reading it. Well, it nt tat bad. Managed to understand & gt sum minor stuff into my filled wif crap brain. Trying hard to finish up my frntpage by this week. Dunno if it possible. Will try my best though. Gonna be in for sum real lecturing on wednesday at taekwando. Ch's birthdae bbq will be nxt wk. Realli looking forward to it. Gonna be a great nite. Has been feeling better since the last time. So it kinda an improvement. Guess i gotta off now. task awaiting me. Sumting i like to do. *smilez*
with love,
xin
=)
Thot i will come by to blog. I made my decision alreadi. Thot through it alreadi. I realised tat sumtimes although my decision is nt what i reali wan, but becuz of certain reasons or circumstances. I have no choice but to do the best thing. Trying hard to get back on track. XY tink more on the positive side! Life's not tat bad as you tink. Give it a shot. Live better. Even if u dun succeed in the end. At least you haf no regrets. Cuz you know, you tried. Don't give up on sumting you never tried. yeah. peace...
with love,
xin
=)
Shld i feel down or wad? Did lots of tinking over the past few days. Was hoping to get back on track. But sumting held me back. Been tinking hard abt it. Sumtimes other certain circumstances, it reali hard to make a decision. * prays to god* tat wadever the outcome of this decision, i wun regret it. Cuz, i knoe this decision will effect me alot emotionally & for the rest of my life. *prays* tat there will be a second chance, so tat i can make up for wadever i didn't have the chance to. Peace........
with love,
xin
=)
It has been sumtime tat sumting is bothering me. i am losing sumting inside me. I dun like to talk and keep to myself more. Even at home, i sit in front of the com, until i feel so tired. Other times, i am inside my room. When i am with people, i am juz putting up a front. I feel bad for lying.I know it a sin. But i can't help it. I can lie to other people, but i can't escape myself. God, i am such a sinner. I know i am not my old self anymore. Who am i? I dun even know who i am now. Time is running out. It goes on and never turns back. It never stops for anyone.Once it gone, it gone forever. The past 19 years have gone by. Wad haf i done in tat span of time? Nothing. Absoutely nothing. XY PLS WAKE UP! STOP WASTING YOUR LIFE AWAY! Get up and do sumting. Can't study. Can't keep own things in place. Can't play sports properly. Can't keep own life in perspective. Can't do simple things. STOP IT! Stop getting so easily influenced. Stop doing things that are not worth the time and effort. Stop relying on other people. Stop making a mess of other people's lives. Stop being such a Sinner. Wad the heck! I am such a letdown. To god who gave me a life, and i waste it away like nobody's business. To my parents, who gave birth to me& worked so hard to raised me. I feel so helpless not being able to repay them to give them sumting back for what have done for me ever since the day i was born. It painful. Worst den being stabbed in the heart. Wad have i been tinking all this while? I dunno. i reali dun. Damn! I am so sick of myself. Shld i cry? the tears wun come out. I know noboby can help me. I having a problem with myself. Juz let it end... ... peacefully. Cuz, i know i can draw strength from within...
with love,
xin
=)
Came back from Sentosa nt long ago. Abit tired. It sat & was raining. Nice day to sleep in. But den had to wake up early. But as usual i overslept again. Thought i will be a late. Luckily i was juz on time. Whn i reach there onli gt 4 pple. So we waited. Michelle came a few mins after i did. We waited for a long time, n den she was hungry le. So, the three of us whn dwn to the hawker centre to eat. Michelle Thanx 4 ur soya milk drink :=) . Was nearly 12pm whn e rest arrived. Took a bus across to sentosa. Still drizzling whn we reached palawan beach. Found a sheltered place to lay out our stuff & put our bags. After tat, Michelle, Andy, Me, Kaili, Yvonne & Jee hong decided to take a walk at e beach. We walked to the tower, went up & decided to take a few photos. Was damn cooling. Feels so relaxed. Went back, ate lunch & den talk crap for awhile....... went home nt long after tat... rain spoiled e day. But it was a gd day, gathering wif e pple...
with love,
xin
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