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`'`Sunday, May 29, 2005`'`

Woke up at 10.30 after a few pathetic hours of sleep. Luckily it the hols, & i dun haf 2 worry abt going to sch. The situation doesn't seem positive though. But hopefully i will b fine before school reopens. Back to today, woke up n called siti to ask whether she wans to go dte. went out to haf lunch wif my family. tink i m gona gt sick soon, i was eating curry again 2dae.We took an extremely long time to decide & finally decided to go. Met her at clementi at abt 4pm. Took an mrt to pasir ris & cab to dte. we arrived at dte at arnd 5+. We arrived at the same time as toro did. So no loss. haha. he sang a few songs & started the auto session. Siti inisited tat i go up & help her sign her album. i argued wif her for a few moments. But it was useless. i gave up & decided to go up. Siti saw a booth selling the cds & posters. She wanted to gt a poster & since posters were allowed to be sign. so we both went up 2gether. went onstage. Erh, actualli i had a bet wif siti which i lost. she actualli spoke to toro, in which he replied sumting ridiculous. But nvm la, he looks kind of tired. Went to kfc to grab sum food before heading to the beach. found a place on the rocky ledge & sat down. Went through her stuff & decided on a few. Ate our dinner & started talking abt things happening in our lives, past, present. there was a flash of lightning across the sky & it looked like it might rain anytime. it was getting dark aniwae, so we made our way back. siti went to bought strudels for her mum before we headed home. so well, yeah tat's my saturdae . Off to watch sum vcds i rented ......

p/s: Thanx Lin, for accompanying me through my sleepless nites :=)

'Hair too long?'

'Like tat look better!'

"5+5=10!" I knoe!

"Call me!"

'Us & DJ Mary'

' Us & "Toro" '

' Let's end the day with a sumptuous meal! '

1:35 AM

with love,
xin

=)

`'`Thursday, May 26, 2005`'`

Juz took a bath & decided to blog while waiting for my show to start. It was raining when i wake up in the morning. Had a short but nice sleep. Lazing around the hse, whn i received a msg frm ch whn i on my hp at arnd 11+. cq n ly asked if we wan to go bowling in the afternoon. Since i had nthing to do i agreed. called up siti to asked her if she can make it. settled tat i will meet ch aft she finish her lecture at my hse bus stop, n meet cq & ly at jp. Whereas siti will meet us at e bowling location since she finished her class onli at 5pm. ch finished her lecture early, so we met up wif cq & ly arnd 4+. Whn to mos burger to sit dwn for a drink as it was still early. We were watching the energy show & laughed crazily. It was so funni. esp xiaozhu. Left arnd 5.10 & took a bus down to the bowling alley. Siti was alreadi there, whn we reached. We bowl & talked. Guess wad was the topic of the day? Ghost stories & experiences. haha. spooky rite? We were so engrossed in the stories, the more we said the scarier it gt. Siti didn't dare to to the toilet alone. hehe. After tat, we took a cab down to siti's place & she rushed home to prepare for her guzhen class. While ly, cq, me & ch when to take our dinner. All our dishes were spicy ones & we were sweating cuz it was hot. Chatted until 10+ , wif siti joining us after her guzhen class. Decided tat they will b coming over to my hse to watch horror movies one of this day. Well, it was a great day, had alot of fun wif them. Thanx pple for the fun 2dae!

p/s: Ch, dun tink so much. Follow your heart, do wad you tink is rite for yourself. Anytime u need a talk or aniting juz call me. No matter wad, juz be happy.

1:23 AM

with love,
xin

=)

`'`Tuesday, May 24, 2005`'`

Came back from playing pool not too long ago. Took a bath, had dinner & decided to surf arnd while waiting for the xiaozhu variety show to start. I juz can't resist watching that show. Xiaozhu & Xiao S are juz so funni. This combination is juz perfect. Ok, back to today. actualli, we were supposed to go bballing. Lin msg arnd 9+ in e morning and said she was down sick with fever, flu, sore throat & cough whn i ws still in dreamland. Siti called arnd 11+ & asked if we r still playing. We talked for awhile & decided on playing pool. Met up at the bus stop at arnd 4pm. Walked to BWP to check out the pool outlet. We were on the waiting list & the person said he will call when there's a free table. So we went to make Macdonalds. Sat down, talked on the phone wif lin, cuz she was bored. While siti grabbed a bite. it was nice sitting down in an air-conditioned place on a hot afternoon sipping lime juice & talking rubbish. haha. After siti was done wif her meal, we decided to check out another pool place at the next building. Fortunately they had empty tables. So we decided on tat place. I played horribly todae. Way off form from my usual standards. Guess i took too long to warm up. Cuz i haven been playing for sometime. Left the place at arnd 8pm, cldn't stay too late as siti has school the next day. Btw siti, the battle is still on alrite? haha. So aniwae, me & siti had a talk yesterday nite & juz nw. Sumtimes when things you thought would last starts drifting away. it hard to accept. Scared of losing it. But, i guess tat's life. no matter wad happens, treasure the people & things around you. At least, in tat way you wouldn't haf regrets. Show's starting soon, so im off for now.

P/s : Lin, take good care of yourslef alrite? Drink lots of water & rest well. Get well soon!

This pic was taken at jp converse wif lin's hp camera. Cool Shot!

12:37 PM

with love,
xin

=)

`'`Saturday, May 21, 2005`'`

Back to the blogging world again, after experimenting wif a disappearing trick. haha.It all over. finally. I m done with my final exams. break time. wad am i going to do during the hols? i dun know. we will see about it. i was suffering from insomania, either i can't get to sleep or i will wake up every hour. it sickening. hopefully, it juz temporarily. well, my exams was alritez. Fto was the killer paper, but i tink i probably did worst in Cmb. Pray for me. hehe. Aniwae, yesterday was the last day of my exams. Went with eugene & Ch to HSA to donate blood. Ch didn't donate cuz she was having flu. Phew, i managed to pass the iron test. didn't got through it the last 2 times. Went to the nearby chinatown to eat porridge. Yikes, the weather was so hot and with the piping hot porridge. We sweated like pigs. Like alwayz, without realisation we talk about those rules- breaking, fun-filling, memorable sec sch days again. It just brings back a smile on your face, when you tink of the familar surroundings, faces and the things that you once did. The failed tests, havoc creation during chinese lessons, toilet gatherings to runaway from boring lessons. There's just too many to name. Well, i guess we all moved on. Some people changed alot, whereas some were still the same as ever. But either way, we all grew up. Went to kbox to meet lin & siti after tat. we were extremely late, i knoe. Sincerest apologies. The air-con there was super cool. we walked out shivering. When to the library & grabbed some books before heading to jp for dinner. Decided to go to the arcade to play the drums and shoot some hoops. Met olivia there. *surprise*. Didn't see her until she called me [sorrie]. Same sentiments, tinks that fto is gonna kill. Chatted awhile b4 parting. We played until arnd 10.30pm before leaving the arcade. Decided to head for home after tat. Lin was being teased mercilessly by us yestereday. Ok, so here i am apologisng for my cruelty. Time alwayz flies when we are having so much fun. Sumtimes, i just wish time will stop for a moment to let us enjoy those times. Got home arnd 11+, took a bath and removed the bandaged on my hand. it was still bleeding. so i applied pressure on it. Will probably, be doing stuff with my mum nxt wk. which is great. haha, i can't wait to start being busy again. guess i will be off now......

P/s : I am looking forward to nxt week. Let's nt forget counting down to the weekend :=) .
Prays it going to be a superb week.

5:30 AM

with love,
xin

=)

`'`Friday, May 06, 2005`'`

Came back home not long ago. Had quite a nice day. Had the intention to attend the last assembly of the semester. As usual i woke up late. Realised it was alreadi 7.30 when i woke up. Put off the idea of attending the assembly. I wouldn't have made it anyway. Was late for the 1st lesson. Was glad i made it though, cuz there was some last min revision kind of stuff. Went to kbox with peixi, Qibi, Miss Loh, jackson & jee Hong. Supposed to be a sort of celebration for the enterprise award that we won a few months back. Ended sch arnd 12+. But Miss loh had a meeting & the sky looked like it might rain anytime. So she told us to go ahead 1st. There was still plenty of time, so we headed for the je library. Kinda the same as the one at causeway point with a cafe & stuff. Started raining heavily while we were in the library. Left arnd 1.50, crossed the street in the heavy rain. Was only the four of us at 1st. Qibi joined us at arnd 2.45pm & miss loh came in at abt 3pm. Had fun singing with them. Unfortunatey, miss loh had to get back to sch for the unfinished meeting. was a kinda waste. She can reali sing. Was left with the five of us so we got on. jee hong sang sum oldies, and we were laughing. But he sounded so alike to those singers. Can even make his voice quiver. Nt many people of our generation can actualli do that. hahaz. jackson singing nt bad, juz tat he can't read sum of the chinese words on the screen. Nvm, practice makes perfect. haha. Peixi, she's an expert in songs esp S.H.E ones. She can practically sing all of their songs! Of cuz, nt leaving out her fav band energy. We were trying to catch up with kunda's rapping in one of the songs. Gt the last part though. yeah. Qibi he gt a nice voice, he can sing most of the songs well. He sounded kinda like sun xiezhi. Miss loh commented tat he looked like toro. Peixi was protesting. Was funny. He and peixi sang a few of energy's song. cool stuff. Aniwaes, left the place at abt 7.30+ after self-extended time singing until we had enough. peixi went to meet family for dinner & jackson went home for dinner. So it was left with me, Qibi & jee hong. Ate at long john silvers. Talked abt sch stuff & wad we gonna do in the future after graduation. Qibi left for his bball training and we went home after tat. Today is the last day at this campus. So there are some reflections about the past. Talking about our Class Advisor, actualli she is nice person. Told Qibi tat she gonna miss teaching our class.That got me started reflecting, she might be naggy at times but she' s actualli a reali nice person. Helps you to the best she can. Confession from me : i was far from being a good,understanding and appreciating student. so i guess i owe her an apology. Sorry for being such a lousy student. yeah & thanx for all the help. ( Sheesh, why i can't appreciate people who are nice to me?). So, yeah it the last day at clementi campus. It nt exactly that i will miss this place but it where i spent the past 1 year of my sch life. Aniwaes. juz finish printing my notes so i guess it time to get back to them.

P.s. : Thanx people for the wonderful singing session today. It was great. Gd luck for the exams! :=)

P.s. At every stop of your life there will be memories. Keep them close, hold them tight. Cuz it the only memory you have of that stop.

11:45 PM

with love,
xin

=)

`'`Sunday, May 01, 2005`'`

Back from bballing on a sunday nite as usual. The past week was hectic. Glad that it over. And the good news is i am done wif my ift project. A huge relief. well, let me recall the events over the 2 days. Last friday was ch's birthdae bbq. I reached at abt 4pm. Only, py, siti and eugene was there. i looked dead tired. cuz i didn't sleep the previous day. But, the fun was onli starting. My weariness weared off soon after. Siti left to meet lin n fart at the toy Toy R us sale. Py left to visit her grandma who lives nearby. So it was left with me, ch and eugene. we started barbequing. we started off with sausages and crabmeats. Guess wad? ch dropped one sausage and crabmeat on purpose! wad a waste. haha. we saw the packet of marshmallow lying on the table so we decided to open it up. the bbqed marshmallow was so nice . we kept eating and realised onli when it was half finished. We were joking and laughing like idiots. Lin, her bro, siti and fart came at arnd 6 along wif the cake. of cuz wifout letting ch see it. Most of the people arrived at arnd 7pm. Sum sec sch friends, outside friends. We intended to play bball at the court but it was being occupied, so we played at the badminton court beside the bbq pits. Space was smaller but it was fun all the same. It was arnd 8pm tat we cut the cake. At 1st we took out the cake that Lh bought. was the small version cake. We sang the birthdae song and she was abt to cut the cake when her face was being smashed into the cake.{ my confession: i was the one the ' criminal' . Sorrie. } After that ch went round chasing evryone trying to smudge their face with cake. Siti was one of them who got it and she came and smudge it on my face. haha. After that we gt on with the real ting. We sang the birthdae song, she made a wish and blew the candles. Went to the community center's toilet wif her to was up properly. Gave her the present that we bought. Was a chain wif a cross and her chinese name engraved on it. Hope she liked the present. We started eating after that. everyone was craze over the fried rice that lin brought. It was superb. Sum pple left at arnd 9+. We manged to finished most of the food. Everyting was nice, the stingrays, chicken wings everting. There was the finale part, where we presented her the songs that we wrote. One in chinese and the other in english. The five of us sang together. It was clearly an overwhelming moment for me. The scene was touching. It was one of the best feeling ever. Started packing up arnd 10+. By the time we finished the lights at the bball was alreadi out. But we still played on despite the dark. It was difficult seeing the ball. We continued all the same. Siti's bro came to fetch her and we left at abt 11+. Seldom nwadays that so many pple could gathered
together. It was a wonderful nite.

P.s. Will put up the lyrics of the song when i have the time :=)

1:30 AM

with love,
xin

=)