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`'`Sunday, October 30, 2005`'`

hallo.
finalising. off to the airport. take care everyone. ;>

2:31 PM

with love,
xin

=)

`'`Saturday, October 29, 2005`'`

hallo.
done with my packing. counting down the hours before i leave. 2 weeks. i tink i m gonna miss home. met up wif lee hong & froggy for lunch. Thanx peepz for going out to eat wif me todae. :=) . hope it going to be a fruitful trip. the learning journey continues . . . (",)

"Sometimes it's hard to love someone because you're so afraid of losing them"

11:57 PM

with love,
xin

=)

`'`Wednesday, October 26, 2005`'`

Hey bloghead,

was to tired to blog the last few daes. arghs. i need some sleep desperately. been going back to school 9am-5pm daily. rehersing for the performance overseas, last min briefing and research discussions. basically wad we have been doing over the past two days. went live on tv for the charity show on sundae. i still can't believe it. my relatives, friends and lecturers msg and said tat they saw us on tv. mum even called me as soon as i just got off the 1st set. haha. it was kinda embarassing for me la. but then it was good experience and exposure. learnt alot about being in the entertainment circle and being a superstar. yet another learning journey. i m glad i learnt sumting again. ;>

Here are some of the pics :

Superstar Contestants:[From left Sugi, Leon, Jun Yang & William]

our grp pic *smiles*

Jun Yang & Us

Leon & Us

12:10 AM

with love,
xin

=)

`'`Sunday, October 23, 2005`'`

Hallo Bloghead!

Just came back from sch. todae was a pretty good day. despite being awoken early in the morning by the phone's incessant ringing. went to school in the afternoon for the Dr William Tan Marathon fund raising ting. We are going on Live Tv for the cancer charity shw. sounds unbelieveable. but it no joke. we are supposed to represent our sch in doing a cheer. i didn't knoe filming cld be so tiring. the retakes and all. it a good experience though. the director and the superstar contestants were friendly la. basically they are pretty nice ppl. hah. it was fun. desoite being so tired at the end of everting. gotta go back tmr for the live shw. perhaps i will update agn. gotta catch sum sleep. :)

12:12 AM

with love,
xin

=)

`'`Friday, October 21, 2005`'`

Hallo bloghead!

I am back! my exams finalli ended. i m so relieved. so here i am blogging again. i hadn't had any sleep for the past 3 days. not even a single wink. unbelievable. but yes i accomplished tat. my eyes are hurting and it practically tearing. owells, i hope it all worth it. gotta go back to school tmr for some fund raising activity. sat gone. but i guess it shld be pretty fun. at least i hope so. seems like i haf alot of tings i want to do this hols. i am already making long-term plans. there's so much i want to do. i will take it step-by-step. oh, and i tink i shld start keeping fit. my stamina sucks. guess i m gonna do sumting abt it. ;>

11:13 PM

with love,
xin

=)

`'`Monday, October 10, 2005`'`

hey bloghead,

let's start this entry today by witnessing the end of september. ok, september has reali come to an end. abit slow in realising tat huh. but yes, xy's september is over. a new start. a good one i hope. :) . went back to sch todae for final revision and to get back purchasing ca results. was a short 2 hr session. went for a briefing for tmr's fund raising. had lunch in sch and headed home. went to the doc last wk and found out that there was excessive growth of skin/tissue that causes pressure in the foot. might haf to go for surgery to remove it. was practically limping to sch todae because of the pain in my foot. argh. aniwaes, i decided to take a "holiday" from this blog. hopefully, whn i come back good tings will be coming this way. so everyone out there stay happy and healthy. Take carez ! *cheers*

xy finalli realises her september has ended.
every ending marks a new beginning.
she left just like that.
but mark her words.
she will be back. ;>

11:59 PM

with love,
xin

=)

wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my fathers come to pass.
Seven years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.

Here comes the rain again.
Falling from the stars,
Drenched in my pain again,
Becoming who we are.
As my memory rests,
But never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Ring out the bells again.
Like we did when spring began.
Wake me up when September ends.

Here comes the rain again,
Falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
Becoming who we are.
As my memory rest,
But never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my fathers come to pass.
Twenty years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.

1:25 AM

with love,
xin

=)

`'`Wednesday, October 05, 2005`'`

Hey bloghead,

I am finalli done wif my ETP proj. i feel so relieved. had the final presentation todae. went quite ok. . Ms yap commented tat our proposal is good and she appreciated our work. thanx to my team members for the hard work, time & effort put in. the sleepless nites & late nites home. we haf come a long way and together we haf perserved till the end. *cheers*. went dwn to the airport wif my frens after the presentation for mr bean's soya ice cream. watched planes frm the viewing hall before heading for purchasing lecture. was released early and ended sch arnd 4+. self-declared holidae tmr. so i m nt going 2 sch. probably starting on my revision tmr. i mean it a must. muz keep in mind the self-discipline. ok, tat's all for todae. Take care ! :>

11:59 PM

with love,
xin

=)

`'`Monday, October 03, 2005`'`

Hallo bloghead,

New week. new beginning. sch's the usual ting todae. had my purchasing ca todae. . i managed to check thru the paper at least 4 times before handing it in. still had this feeling tat i missed out sumting. aniwaes overall the paper was pretty ok. went to celebrate siti's birthdae last sat at Kbox. sumting went wrgn wif the system in the 1st room. so we changed. nt tat it made alot of difference. same probz. kept skipping songs. had dinner at pizza hut after tat. stayed arnd until 9.30pm before heading home. . Lin went to take the MRT. siti was carrying a cake and a bag of presents. wasn't reali ideal to take the MRT so i send her off in a cab. Decided to cab home too, cuz i was too tired and still had stuff to complete. costs me $5. lesser den i expected. i dun take cabs often so it was ok. it was fun. hope siti like her presents. aniwaes, i came across a news todae. pretty interesting. wells, counting down to my exam dates. gotta study real hard. *keeping my fingers cross* . off to sort out my notes. Take care everyone out there!

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-" 不管发生什么是朋友最终还是朋友"-
-"No matter what happens, friends will alwayz be friends-

*cheers*

12:41 AM

with love,
xin

=)

`'`Saturday, October 01, 2005`'`

Hey Bloghead,

i am back. it fridae. my fav day of the week. sch was the usual thing. Had pizza, carrot cake & ice cream for lunch. 3-in-1 junk food combination. sounds sinful. but tat's like once in a blue moon, so i guess it ok. ice cream was a treat frm Mr Anthony. a tub frm Ben & Jerry which costs $11.50 for a small one. Reali ex. Tasted kinda like marigold's banana milk but wif additional of some nuts and thinly sliced choco chips. was nice. Thanx alot Mr Anthony :) . was supposed to go for ALB trip. but had to give up due to a meeting in e afternoon. i badly wanted to go. bet it will b a eye-opener. Wells, september has alreadi come to an end.
"summer has come and past. the innocent can never lasts. wake me up when september ends".
yesh. abt time i need a good wake up. School is coming to an end. these days are going to be over soon. just this last lap to run. guess i m still gonna miss them despite all the not-so-good moments. the weekend is here. my cousin's having an engagement party on sundae. still contemplating if i shld go. hm, shld i? i will tink abt it. for now, i will go back to my books first. Gd Nitez!

12:31 AM

with love,
xin

=)