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`'`Saturday, May 19, 2007`'`

[On Air : Heaven By My Side -A1]

Mid term's around the corner.
though it seems like school just started.
Imgt,QLA pre-test and jap test took up most of the week.
i screwed up my QLA though.
the questions just didn't get through me.
my answers were in a mess.
can't do anything about it now.
gotta buck up during CT.
certain assignments are due soon.
and there's marketing, jap & opcs pre-test next week.

there isn't much to blog about.
same old boring me.
it just school and home.
other then my family, most of my time are spent with myself.

since then i have got lots of time by myself.
and i have been thinking alot, about many things.
kinda like i have lost touch with the world and everybody else.
it this totally weird feeling that somehow overcame me.
those fun-filled, laughter seem to have drained away.
everyday is just another day.
whether it weekday or a weekend doesn't make a difference to me anymore.
i have been having weird dreams too.
it seem so real sometimes, but i never could figure out.
oh wells, i don't want to go on sounding so pathetic.

" Tell me what i should do. someone bring me back the laughter i used to have."
Labels: gone are those days

12:33 AM

with love,
xin

=)