在别人面前的快乐只为了令别人开心一点我要找到真的快乐唯有继续装傻

`'`Thursday, February 15, 2007`'`

[On Air : 你快不快乐-苏有朋]

My semestral exams officially ended on tuesday.
i fail myself again. yes, again
blame myself. blame my laziness.
haven't really been studying the whole term.
sometimes i get so irritated with myself.
so tired of myself.
i know i should be studying.
but as much as i try to do it, it just doesn't seem to work.
plus short concentration spans.
i will sit with my notes opened and keep zooming off to space.
my feelings are all so messed up too.
at times i will get so moody
and some stupid depressive thoughts get in to mind.
don't get me wrong. of course i am glad that my papers are over.
Oh wells, maybe i just need a good rest.

Anyways, i had actually planned on sleeping in yesterday.
in the end, went back to CE with yz & qy.
just as well since i needed to pass ms lee a set of notes. p
lus we wanted to visit ms yap, since she just came back from maternity leave.
gosh~ her baby is cute.
i want a baby of my own too. hahaha.
cny is coming really soon, and i have got lots to do.
i need to clean my room, my study cupboard and my wardrobe.
and i need a haircut badly.
the worse part is i have not done anyting yet.
plus i need to meet people.
alrights, i shall stop my rantings.
oh yes~ before i go. . .
there's something i want to say. . .

DADDY IS HOME! =)

" If I lay here.
If I just lay here.
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?”
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1:14 AM

with love,
xin

=)