在别人面前的快乐只为了令别人开心一点我要找到真的快乐唯有继续装傻

`'`Monday, November 27, 2006`'`

[On Air : 自恋 - 罗志祥]

school starts late tomorrow.
that explains why i am here again at such an unearthly hour.
it the first and probably the last since the start of this semester
that i have a late monday.

Lately, i haven't been feeling too good.
it kind of an unexplainable feeling.
one moment i am feeling good.
and the next i am down in the pits again.
mopping around like a zombie.
enjoy toturing myself.
bouts of headaches.
i am turning into a mess
and the only thing that keeps me sane is music.
sounds like symptoms of depression. haha.
geez~ i gotta wake up.

i am so motivated to study right now.
i am so extremely happy. =D
my biz finance report is 3/4 completed.
i have worked out the calculations part.
which only leaves me with the theoratical analzying.
revised chapters 2 & 3 for econs.
and i have started on the 1st chapter of ITL.
on second thoughts, i might not screw up too badly after all.
more motivation to come.
i am keeping my fingers cross. =)

right, i better get to sleep.
otherwise, i will be seeing wrinkles on my face soon.
geez~ what a freaking thought. =!

“听说在250万年后，我们会在次遇到相同的人。。。我想到时的我希望能在遇见你。”

3:02 AM

with love,
xin

=)