在别人面前的快乐只为了令别人开心一点我要找到真的快乐唯有继续装傻

`'`Saturday, January 21, 2006`'`

How much can a person take?
things are getting so out of hand. life is just a blank space. all the things that you have planned to achieve. they never come true. it all just freaking lies. there seem to be so many crossroads all at once.
should i do this or that?
am i suppose to do something about it or just forget about it?
do i say yes or no?
is this going to be worth the effort or not?
all this questions. they keep flashing through my mind.
all those broken dreams.
no one knows the pain you are going through and they don't appreciate what has been done.
it so hard to trust. why izzit so hard to find someone just to be themselves?
it so hard to find someone true now .
i give up on the human race . . . . . .
i am so lost. really lost.
someone help me?

12:14 AM

with love,
xin

=)