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`'`Tuesday, September 13, 2005`'`

My com is back to life. It working in good conditon rite nw. Bt i m still veri cautious abt it. like i dun evn dare use msn messenger. So, for safety's sake i m sticking to windows messenger at least for the time being. My phone bill has found it way into my letter box yt agn. Dreaded moment. plus the i haf gt sum other stuff i nd to get. my bank a/c is gonna get reali small. Bless me tat i dun haf a credit card, even den dying wun help. evriting seems pretty closely connected to money recently. hope i get thru it sn. Dun like e idea of getting money frm my parents. Ha.Came across sum interesting tings this week. Life is alwayz so happening. esp out in the big wide world.

Article #1
There ws this grp of nutters whu whn surfing during the typhoon season. Waves n wind was extremely strong. There was this particular guy in e grp, whu was so proud of himself being able to stand up on the 1st try at it. so he gt bolder, i guess. Bt tat's human nature rite? Sumhw this smart guy here lost his balance at sum point and got injured. The surfing board almost slash across his face. Apparently, he was the onli one tat gt into a mess.

Refelctions: Pure stupidity. It goes to show tat no matter how bonkers u r going , dun mess wif ur life. i mean, wad are mental hospitals for? i bet they haf adequate qualified physcologists n psychiatrist to seek help from. Sumtimes, it better nt to get so satisfied at e 1st try huh? Aside frm stupidity, kinda brave of him to take up such a challenge. Moral of the story is humans can never win any war against nature. so, dun take the chance.

12:00 AM

with love,
xin

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