在别人面前的快乐只为了令别人开心一点我要找到真的快乐唯有继续装傻

`'`Saturday, July 09, 2005`'`

Well, i met up wif Lh todae aft sch ended. We went to eat. It was great. We seldom got the time to meet up nwadays. [ Thanx for travelling all the way to the east to meet me & for the superb time we share. Take good care of yourself ya! :D]. I feel weird, down. Like the last time. Maybe it cuz i feel tired lately or i got too much in my mind. It getting confusing. I thot with all tat workload, i will probably be so dead tired everyday tat i wun haf the time to feel down or tink too much abt other stuff other den school. I alwayz tell people to cheer up, to look on the positive side. But i do understand how it feels like to be a victim of this sadistic emotional thing tat goes on inside you. It hard i know. Trying so hard & desperately to get better and yet something is pulling you back. Listening to the song on this blog, it kind of brought me back some memories. The song sounds sad, but the lyrics are solid meaningful. Maybe, it might haf meant sumting to me somewhere back in the past. But wadever tat happened in the past should be let go. Sch's going tough, so i guess i am gonna work myself real hard. Hope to be back soon. Take carez everyone out there. :)

我一路向北离开有你的季节
wo yi lu xiang bei li kai you ni de ji jie

你说你好累已无法再爱上谁
ni shuo ni hao lei wu fa zai ai shang shui

风在山路吹过往的画面全都是我不对
feng zai shan lu chui guo wang de hua mian quan dou shi wo bu dui

细数惭愧我伤你几回
xi su can kui wo shang ni ji hui

p/s: I have uploaded the full version song. Thanx to vinz! :=)

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12:22 AM

with love,
xin

=)