在别人面前的快乐只为了令别人开心一点我要找到真的快乐唯有继续装傻

`'`Saturday, July 16, 2005`'`

Another week coming to an end yet again. Time reali flies, it doesn't wait for you to catch up. Having the chance to live another day, to see the sunlight every morning becomes such a significant thing tat everyday is a gift from god.

Monday start of the week. Had school as usual. Was pretty sleepy n blur cuz i reached home at 11+ the previous night. Freaking over the nearing datelines of the countless projects and an upcoming test. Stayed in school till 6pm to discuss on e business proposal ting.

Tuesday had to make it to sch by 8am. unlike the normal tuesdaes where my 1st lecture starts at 9am, nt counting Ds sessions unless being called up. Usual lectures until 3pm. Had a reali long day. Had a presentation due e next day. Reached home at nearly 1am. Was darn hungry. Ate sum bread with. It tasted too milky. horrible in short. Finalli went to bed at 2am.

Wednesday reached school abit earlier as usual. After 3 hrs of recharging, it back to real work. We were the 1st grp to present. went pretty ok. Rest of the day went by in a blur. Met up wif my best peepz after school. Had an intersting bus ride n a super sumptous buffet dinner. Did lots of catching up. Went to take a few photos, wif the stupid machine making tings difficult by snapping away 2 fast.

Thursday had the usual lectures. Feeling sleepy n extremely restless. Wishing 4 million countless times tat i was home in the comfort n warmth of my bed. Frantic last minute preparation for the next day's ECS ca. Hit the sack at 2am.

Friday finalli came. Got over the test. Attended a talk after school. More or less called it a day. Talked on the phone until 4am before hitting the bed.

The talk until 4am. The sentimental topics. I was asked to summarise the song. Wad it meant. The feelings were there. Was that how i felt now? or was it how i felt den? Complicating. I will put this at rest for the time being... ...

" One day you'll ask me, "which is more important to you, me or your life" I'll say, "My life" and you'll go and leave me with out knowing that you are my life... "

11:45 PM

with love,
xin

=)