在别人面前的快乐只为了令别人开心一点我要找到真的快乐唯有继续装傻

`'`Wednesday, June 01, 2005`'`

Oh well! 30/05/05 was one hell of a freaky day. Let's start off wif realising 10 missed calls on my hp. Truthfully, i pick up e phone reluctantly, without even knoeing who called. As usual, the few pathetic hours of sleep caused me to be restless during the day. I picked up the call worrying for the fate of my phone. It alreadi nt in gd wrking condition. It was a wake up call from Lin. Collapsed back on to my bed aft hanging up. Tried getting back to sleep but it was useless. Gave up after 10 mins. By the time i left the house it was alreadi going 2 b 11am. I msg lin & told her i was going to b late. luckily she was oso on her way. Met up arnd 12+. Intended to go grab a bite, before heading to felicia's hse. I wasn't familar wif tat place. it was at aljunied. i haf onli been there a few times. went into cheers, bt there wasn't anyting tat appealed. Took a bus to felicia's hse. Stayed until arnd 4+. Figured our way to tes entertainment to collect lin's concert tix. We even went to the wrgn building. Weird location, weird security guard, weird boss. I am nt scared or aniting but tat place kinda freaked me out. It happened tat they dun accept nets, so left with no choice but to walk all the way out to the nearest atm machine which isn't near at all. the most unbelievable ting is it located in a industrial complex. Finally, lin gt her precious tix & we left the place. Promising ourselves tat we will do evriting in our means nt to go to this kind of places animore. But den again on 2nd thoughts, it nt as bad after all considering tat we found out another place in s'pore tat in is away from urbanization. Yet another learning experience in my life.

Quote of the day: Have you ever tried reaching for something so far that you
think you can never reach it?
Stretching your arms so high that it hurts...
Smiling at the very glimpse of hope...
Crying when it had gone...

12:02 AM

with love,
xin

=)