The Last Getaway
Eugene
Lee Hong
Siti
Yue Zhen
Samantha
Vinz
L01
Qiu Ying
Peixi
Oliva
JingXian
Linda
JoJo
Kazaf
Jackson
Jee Hong
Xuan
Zaid
Siti Aisha
Candy
Nazira
The Endless Memories
September 2004
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The Timeless Song
Credits
freakyryo-
It has been sumtime tat sumting is bothering me. i am losing sumting inside me. I dun like to talk and keep to myself more. Even at home, i sit in front of the com, until i feel so tired. Other times, i am inside my room. When i am with people, i am juz putting up a front. I feel bad for lying.I know it a sin. But i can't help it. I can lie to other people, but i can't escape myself. God, i am such a sinner. I know i am not my old self anymore. Who am i? I dun even know who i am now. Time is running out. It goes on and never turns back. It never stops for anyone.Once it gone, it gone forever. The past 19 years have gone by. Wad haf i done in tat span of time? Nothing. Absoutely nothing. XY PLS WAKE UP! STOP WASTING YOUR LIFE AWAY! Get up and do sumting. Can't study. Can't keep own things in place. Can't play sports properly. Can't keep own life in perspective. Can't do simple things. STOP IT! Stop getting so easily influenced. Stop doing things that are not worth the time and effort. Stop relying on other people. Stop making a mess of other people's lives. Stop being such a Sinner. Wad the heck! I am such a letdown. To god who gave me a life, and i waste it away like nobody's business. To my parents, who gave birth to me& worked so hard to raised me. I feel so helpless not being able to repay them to give them sumting back for what have done for me ever since the day i was born. It painful. Worst den being stabbed in the heart. Wad have i been tinking all this while? I dunno. i reali dun. Damn! I am so sick of myself. Shld i cry? the tears wun come out. I know noboby can help me. I having a problem with myself. Juz let it end... ... peacefully. Cuz, i know i can draw strength from within...
with love,
xin
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