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`'`Friday, September 10, 2004`'`

11/09/04. 12.28am. Sch was alrite ytd. Finish lessons arnd 11.15am... we had actually planned 2 take our 2.4km run. My frens had nt had theirs... but i wanted 2 rerun so i decided 2 accompany them. All of a sudden i like 2 run. i used 2 hate it. Unfortunately when we went 2 e pe rm 2 look e teacher no 1 was there. so we went 4 our lunch instead. Finished lunch n was waiting 4 our class advisior ( CA) 2 finish printing our result slips. Went 2 collect e result slips n ended up having a long n mostly casual chat wif our CA. I came 2 realise tat she's a pretty okie person... a nice person 2 talk 2. We laughed alot. It was e 1st time i laughed so much since i entered dis sch. Sch isn't tat bad sumtimes i guess. Ytd i oso went 2 donate blood. It my 2nd donation but it still hurts a little when they were giving e anasthetic injection. My left hand felt so heavy went e medicine took effect. It didn't hurt during e process but my hand is hurting nw... esp when i bend it 2 much. Also my left hand gets tired easily. But i guess it worth it after all... i feel tat it meaningful 2 do sumting like tat. Esp when it can save lifes. Cuz u nv knoe tat mayb sumdae u will b e 1 tat would nd help. Doing a gd deed dun nd 2 haf a gd reason... all u nd is sincerity which means alot. Well it getting... pretty late nw... my eyes r tired. So i will end here nw....

3:22 PM

with love,
xin

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