FaNtAsY

2009-08-27T11:10:00.007+08:00

[On Air: Tears In Heaven - Eric Clapton]

August is ending soon.
and mid-sem is knocking on the door.
my first & only mid-sem paper is on sat.
been mugging for it. hopefully it will pay off.
mugging aside i have had a fair share of fun too.
i have watched GI Joe and The Orphan.
The Orphan a horror movie was quite a standout.
i love horror movies anyway. :)
Went for Ekka a few weeks back.
Ekka is an annual show in Queensland.
It like a sort of carnival and really huge.
there was animals,performances,food stalls and amusement rides.
spent about 8 hours there.
explored, eat, snapping photos and going on amusement rides.
i had so much fun that i felt quite sick and tired out on the way back home.
It was really an eye-opener for me about the culture and all.

I have actually got some pictures i wanted to post.
but blogger takes a long time to upload so i posted them on fb instead.
there's actually somemore stuff to blog about. the next time then.
i needa go back and continue mugging!
Mid-Sem here i come!!! =x
Till then~ :)

''Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure. And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven.''

2009-08-04T10:49:00.003+08:00

[On Air: 21 Guns - Green Day]

My first entry away from home.
i have been here for almost a month.
orientation ended & school has started.
pretty much settled in.
Thank you for everyone who have been asking! ;)
Brisbane is quite a nice place.
considering that i live in the city. (somewhat like orchard in sg)
so everything is quite accessible.
i have been to a few places so far.
short-trip to gold coast, casino, etc...
oh and watching movies here are cheaper than in sg.
even the popcorns are cheaper! lol.
i watched harry potter the 2nd week i was here.
Looking forward to more interesting things.

Anyway, i have been keeping updating & reading all your blogs.
i can't read on a regular basis cos i have to watch my internet usage.
internet is about the only inconvinent thing here.
too spoiled by all the unlimited wireless internet in sg.
basically, i can't d/l songs, can't stream videos, etc..
which means no youtube or any other streaming sites!
but nevermind, there is always MSN! =)
Alright, i will be back to update soon!
Gotta go cook lunch.
Till then~ Take Care you all! :))

2009-07-14T11:23:00.004+08:00

[On Air: I'll Be There - Michael Jackson]

A little unbelievable.
but yeah i am leaving tonight.
a fresh beginning.
new start in a new place.
i will be back soon . . . :)

Till then, Take Care everyone!

2009-06-27T01:01:00.002+08:00

[On Air: Heal The World-Michael Jackson]

Heal The World
Michael Jackson

There's a place in your heart
And I know that it is love
And this place could be much
Brighter than tomorrow
And if you really try
You'll find there's no need to cry
In this place you'll feel
There's no hurt or sorrow

There are ways to get there
If you care enough for the living
Make a little space
Make a better place ...

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough for the living
Make it a better place
For you and for me

If you want to know why
There's love that cannot lie
Love is strong
It only cares of joyful giving
If we try we shall see
In this bliss
we cannot feel
Fear or dread
We stop existing and start living

The it feels that always
Love's enough for us growing
So make a better world
Make a better place ...

And the dream we were conceived in
Will reveal a joyful face
And the world we once believed in
Will shine again in grace
Then why do we keep strangling life
Wound this earth, crucify its soul
Though it's plain to see
This world is heavenly
Be god's glow

We could fly so high
Let our spirits never die
In my heart I feel you are all my brothers
Create a world with no fear
Together we cry happy tears
See the nations turn their swords into plowshares

2009-06-10T23:00:00.004+08:00

[On Air: 会长大的幸福 - Tank]

It the time of the year again.
the second numeric of the double digit jumps a level up.
meaning i am another year older.
added responsibility.
sometimes it scares me.
the additional digit that is.
but hey that's life.
everyone grows up.

anyway, last saturday a bunch of my friends gave me an early birthday surprise.
i didn't know they would.
and i was really touched when they brought the cake in.
Thanks folks for making time to plan and gather this.
I really appreciate all your efforts. :)

Had lunch with aunt's family on sunday.
a birthday treat from my aunt.
Thank you so much.
like always it was great spending time together. :)

Went out for dinner with my family today.
and mum baked a cake for me like every year.
it was strawberry cheesecake this year.
Dad got me a wonderful present too.
it means alot to spend birthday with my family. :)

Lastly,
Thank you to all the wonderful and special people for your wishes!
i truly appreciate everything.
i am glad for having my family and all the special friendships build!
Counting on to many more years of it.
Thank you once again! :) :)

Just a few random pictures to end off

major group of us

我们是80年代出生的小孩！

@ teapot

@marina square

2009-05-29T23:18:00.002+08:00

[On Air: How deep is your love - Bee Gees]

There goes another month.
Bye May. Hello June. :)

Graduation

[Graduation was good. It was nice seeing the others. It been awhile. 3 years on and i have officially graduated. Those 3 years were good with majorly happy moments etched in my memories. That night we had a graduation party too and most attended, it was great celebration and we all had a good time and good laughs catching up, looking at past photos and videos, playing games, snapping away on cameras with blinding flashes and the food too was great. It a night i will remember for a long time to come. Scanning across the room i could see the smiles on every face, i realised how much they have all matured. We have all grown and learnt so much together. i am glad being part of such a great class and fantastic bunch of people. Thank you!

Time to move on.
Chapter closed.
]

2009-04-30T00:20:00.003+08:00

[On Air: 下一个天亮-郭静]

I don't have any major thing to blog about.
just filling up the spaces.

Graduation ceremony in 2 weeks. ;)

that's all for now.

Byeee :)

2009-03-17T00:30:00.002+08:00

[On Air: 疯狂世界- 五月天]

Humans in general are forgetful. subconciously that is.
not counting age as a factor.
because when you are tops and the biggest winner in the end.
nobody remembers your faults.
well, who the heck cares in the first place.
obviously, the mistake helped gain a lesson.
forget the loss and start learning.
the winning aura is blowing this direction.
we will be there soon.
wait for us victory! (:

a little sidetracking,
i have been listening to oldies quite abit thesedays.
take a route back to childhood and the days before.
the present can get alittle depressing at times.

2009-02-25T23:40:00.002+08:00

[On Air: 穿越一光年-Energy]

Your depature was a shock.
sudden and heartbreaking.
from you i have seen, heard and learnt.
i am sure that you are now a guardian angel.

For ever being in my life. Thank You.

May you Rest In Peace.

2009-02-04T22:58:00.001+08:00

[On air: 走音-黄靖伦]

没有所谓的公不公平
没有所谓的永远
总有一天这一切都会消失

剩下的会是什么
留下的又会是谁

或许
到了最后才了解
原来一直以来都只有自己

从来都只有我一个

2009-01-24T03:24:00.004+08:00

[On Air: 许愿-古巨基&梁咏琪]

Internship has officially come to an end.
mixed emotions.
it been yet another great journey for me.
for all the patience, guidance and encouragement.
i am glad to have work with such a great bunch of people.
they made my dull working life so full of colours.
i won't forget them.
Thank you to all you wonderful people! :)

Thanks for all the well wishes

&

for fufilling my dream of 10 years

Thank you once again for everything!!!

尾声

最终，还是结束了。
心情是复杂的
有开心，有不舍
又是一场告别。
我想我们都知道，
这一天最终还是会来。
一直到深夜，
一个人在回家的路上，
突然感到失落。
就像在舞台上表演落幕后的那一刻，
突袭而来的空虚和落寞。
一切都会好的，
时间会是最好的答案。

谢谢你们给了我一段很棒的回忆！！！

2009-01-18T22:26:00.001+08:00

[On Air: 流星.森林.雨-陈晓东]

5 more working days to the end of internship.
yes. finally graduation seems nearer.
i have this indescribable feeling.
i suppose it mixed emotions.
there's so much else to think about after this.
the future to plan and work ahead.

and yes thank you.
to every person who has been with me through all.
i remember every one of you out there.
for all the care, concern, encouragement and laughter.
i will try my best in working hard for the future.
thank you once again all you special ones. :)

''在某个时候想让你陪伴的是我''

2009-01-01T21:20:00.000+08:00

[On Air: 高调爱- 罗志祥 ]

Happy New Year!!!

My first post of 2009.
2008 had its fair share of ups and downs.
so here comes a brand new start.
hopefully it going to be a smooth year ahead.

shan't be too wordy today.
will be posting a few random pictures.
Till then! :)

Gathering with HK trip gang. ;)

Christmas Eve 2008

2008-12-27T00:22:00.002+08:00

[On Air: Sleeping Child - MLTR]

This blog is not abandoned nor is it not in used anymore.
Just that xin has been too lazy to do a proper post.
plus i have been out alot.
okay, i will do a proper post as soon as i get the various photos.

181/2 more working days to the end of internship.
surprisingly it has been faster that i thought it will be.
i have made really good friends and had a great time learning.
well it time to give a proper thought about the future.
till then.

2008-12-06T03:23:00.005+08:00

[On Air: 隧道-林凡]

还会想起那一段时光
当中也许有过复杂的情绪
但却很快乐
一起打球
一起唱歌
一起大笑
一起学着面对复杂和现实的世界
还有很多很多说不上是疯狂的事
留下的却是美好的回忆

maybe i have neglected too much
maybe i never tried hard enough
too many ifs, too many maybes
at times. . . . . .
i wish you are still part of my life

still i thank you for all that ever was.
sometimes i still see us laughing over a silly joke.
i don't know if it will ever happen though.
but if that someday ever comes
i will treasure that special opportunity
and try my very best and make it last.

谢谢你让我成长！
说真的其实。。。

我还是会想起你！:)

2008-11-09T03:00:00.000+08:00

[On Air: 突然好想你 - 五月天]

Not that i don't care.
but how do you mend the pieces so broken.
the beautiful yesterday seemed so far away.
there used to be so much warmth and care.
what's left is the misty image of you turning away.
even the silence feels so overpowering.
but it going to be okay. the hurt will fade away.
and hey, i thought maybe i will still see you again someday.

2008-10-25T00:22:00.001+08:00

[On Air: 给我一首歌的时间-周杰伦]

someday
when my life has passed me by
i'll lay around and wonder why you were always there for me
one way in the eyes of a passerby
i'll look around for another try
and fade away

just close your eyes and i'll take you there
this place is warm without a care
we'll take a swim in the deep blue sea
i go to leave as you reach for me

some say better things will come our way
no matter what they try to say you were always there for me
someway
when the sun begins to shine
i hear a song from another time
and fade away and fade away

so far, so long, so far away
so far, so long, so far away (away, away)

my absolute favourite.

2008-10-24T11:43:00.000+08:00

[On Air : I can't smile without you - Barry Manilow]

old boi take care while you are away.
come home soon okay.
and stop losing weight already.
you will be lighter than us soon if you are still at that.
you will be missed.
i am sure you will make it through. Jia you! :)

and

yz what matters is happiness and not just in one aspect.
regardless of it being family, friendships, relationships, etc.
i hope you find yours.
i won't say i know what you are going through.
because i obviously don't.
but i do understand that it will be hard.
be strong and i am sure you will be alright.
there's alot of things which are don't know how to put in words.
just know that i will be here for you. :)

2008-10-18T22:49:00.000+08:00

[On Air: 稻香-周杰伦]

Hallo. i have been lazy.

i miss the short walk.
i miss the people.
i miss the food.
i miss the bubble tea.
i miss laughing out loud in class.
i miss the pre-exam panic attacks.
i miss trying to meet project due dates all at the same time.
i miss the after school shopping at co-op.
i miss walking home with yz.
i miss school. period.

2008-10-02T19:53:00.000+08:00

[On Air: 沿海公路的出口-S.H.E]

This is pretty short week.
internship has past the one month mark.
no point in rambling on too much.
life's too short to be unhappy.
things are rather smooth so far though.
was browsing through some old photos the other day.
and i realised there's some old friends i haven't seen for a long time.
maybe it time for a meet up.
okay. till then. :)

2008-09-18T20:50:00.000+08:00

[On Air: 右手边-光良]

Super no life.
but i guess that's how it is.
i am still learning everyday.
about the world. the society. about life.

2008-09-14T20:15:00.000+08:00

[On Air: 温柔-五月天]

The past week was pretty alright.
adapting well to the new surroundings and all.
i am making progress in learning new things as i go along.
still hoping to learn more of course.
and colleagues have been nice and that made things much easier.
anyway was at bull frog last night with some friends.
we were there to watch the man utd vs liverpool match.
disappointingly it was a poor display by man utd and they lost 2-1.
still there's the chelsea match next sat to look forward too.
okay. tomorrow's monday and results will be released.
i hope it won't add on to the already bluish monday.
Good luck everyone! :)

" 看你越过分隔岛我转进单行道一路把过去甩掉忘了曾经说过要一起到老"

2008-09-07T21:24:00.000+08:00

[On Air: Yesterday-Leona Lewis]

The first week of internship was alright in general.
exception of the first 2 days where i was staring into space most of the time.
i am learning and picking up new things which i hope will sustain.
the people there are okay. but the department is too big.
so i can't say everyone is nice. i will be lying.
the truth is i can't even remember some of the faces.
but generally it still going smooth and one of the best thing is the food is cheap.
yes even cheaper than in primary schools.
okay aside from internship, i met up with besties for dinner at holland village on friday.
it been a freaking long time since i see my bunch of favourite foodies. :)
thank you so much for the gift wu gui! =))
anyway. it monday again tomorrow.
so i think i am just going to stop here.
probably i will blog again next week. probably. ;)

2008-08-31T22:11:00.000+08:00

[On Air: 天天想你-张雨生]

Internship officially starts tomorrow.
*cross fingers* and prays for the best of a brand new start. =)

各位加油啦! :)

2008-08-28T23:56:00.002+08:00

[On Air: 都是你-光良]

I finally changed a new blogskin.
i am working on a new one though.
so in the meantime i will be using this.
anyway~ went back to school on tuesday for internship briefing.
met my LO who is the super nice Mr. William Lim. :)
a bunch of us went for lunch at The Cathay.
we had lunch buffet at one of the japanese restuarant.
ordered so much that we ate till we were all so bloated.
i felt so full that i skipped dinner. LOL!
hopefully there will still be gatherings during internship.
3 more days to internship.
i am so going to make use of the last few days of break.
alright~ till then! (",)

2008-08-22T23:47:00.003+08:00

[On Air: 一辈子存在-萧敬腾]

The final exams has officially ended.*drum rolls*
yesterday was the last paper of my poly life.
before i knew it everything was over.
5 semesters , two and a half years has come and gone.
the final semester in school has ended.
internship starts next month.
and despite all the rants, complaints and rambles.
i had thoroughly enjoyed my time in school.
i have a bunch of really cool classmates.
and a pretty united class.
all the great times we had shared was memorable.
the lunch breaks, mde games, class outings etc.
now we are all left with the final lap to run before graduation.
i hope that we will still have class gatherings from time to time.
hopefully internship will be smooth for all.
All the best for internship everyone! =)

3L01 'Class of 2008

*credits to desinger of this special photo*

2008-08-07T00:26:00.000+08:00

[On Air: 心愿便利贴-吴忠明&元若蓝]

我试着学会不依赖
想给自己一个交代
一个期待的未来

有没有什么是真的可以无可替代

什么东西会一直都在
什么记忆不会轻易被取代
什么人不会就这样离开

可不可以告诉我什么会一辈子存在

2008-08-06T00:27:00.000+08:00

[On Air: Friends are Friends Forever - Michael W Smith]

Sometimes laughter is not the real laughter.
it the hidden tears beneath.
looking perfectly fine on the surface.
yet so broken inside.
standing in the midst of the broken pieces
silently,
holding on.
reaching out.
maybe one day i will walk on that green pasture again.

2008-07-19T00:28:00.002+08:00

[On Air: 蒲公英的约定-周杰伦]

Another hectic week gone by.
finally WISP presentation is over.
overall it went pretty well.
all for the hard work and sleepless nights.
great work girls! you know who you are. ;)
WSS test is over too. i think i did ok.
hopefully the results reflect that.
yesterday was MDE games day.
our class participated in 2 events.
the girls in captain's ball. the guys in soccer.
we came in second for captain's ball. (Cheers =D)
and champions for soccer. (Double Cheers=DD)
it was kinda wasted in the finals match.
we missed some really good chances which cost us.
everyone was quite tired by then actually.
in the end we lost by 3 points.
it was a good fight though.
the opponent team's supporters however made some really scarstic remarks which was unecessary.
anyway~ what's over is over.
no point in dwelling on it.
at least we all got the silvers medal. =)

school's coming to an end soon.
approximately 2 more weeks and will break for exam revision.
this semester has come fast and will be gone soon.
waking up in the morning wondering what day it is and what time lessons starts.
negotiating for extended datelines for assignments.
laughing about everything and anything even of no significance.
thinking about where to go for lunch.
card games in the air-conditioned room during longer break hours.
highlighting every point on the lecture slides and finding it basically everything in the notes.
soon. very soon. all these will come to an end.
sometimes it amazing how much of an impact school life is despite all the complaints.
i don't know how my internship is going to be like.
it going to be an entirely different experience.
but i hope it won't turn out too bad.
well~ i guess that's for now.
will post up pictures of the MDE games when i recieved it.
till then. ;)

"将愿望折纸飞机寄成信,因为我们等不到那流星"

2008-07-06T22:16:00.000+08:00

[On Air: 梦中的婚礼- 胡彦斌]

Weekend is over.
didn't really do anything throughout the weekend.
assignments was more or less completed
i don't mind being busier and more tired on weekdays.
i just can't seem to get any work done on weekends. haha!
anyway had dinner with cousin and her fiance on sat at vivocity.
made some extreme last minute plans. so cousin came over to stayover.
we only caught some sleep at around 6am.
woke up at about 7.30am to send cousin off as aunt came over to pick her up.
went back to catch up on my sleep and woke up around 2pm.
and the day just seem to pass by in a blur.
oh my aches are more less gone already.
which i hope is a good sign. i so have to stick to this routine.
in order to get rid of all these extra pounds on me. lol. =D
alright, till then. ;)

2008-07-05T01:11:00.003+08:00

[On Air: Only Love - Trademark]

It friday again.
been a busy week.
aside from assignments and projects.
IAP company list is out.
i am still deciding on where i want to go.
hopefully my choice will be a good one.
started the once a week exercise routine too.
it been eons since i exercise.
i know i have been lazy and unhealthy. oh well.
hope i will be able to stick to this weekly workout.
caught the movie 21.
just average. kind of predictable.
i am stopping here. my arms still ache from the badminton game.

Just a random picture.

2008-06-29T23:32:00.001+08:00

[On Air: 宠上天 - 五月天]

宠上天- 五月天

你爱看鬼片又怕看鬼片又要我陪
坐在你身边很想告诉你我比你还怕鬼
我无时无刻都无怨无悔让你无忧又无虑每一天

你一个口令我一个动作绝不拖延
你一个皱眉我三条黑线整个高度警戒
我无时无刻都无怨无悔让你无法又无天的撒野

是我的朋友就是我的BABY
就算你打我踢我也都OK
就是要宠你宠你宠上了天
天堂整个搬到你身边

是一座堡垒是一种哲学我们之间
是一股热血是一句乾杯也是一种永远
我无时无刻都无怨无悔让爱无穷又无尽万万岁

是我的朋友就是我的BABY
就算你打我踢我也都OK
就是要宠你宠你宠上了天
天堂整个搬到你身边

是我的朋友就是我的BABY
你想要打我虐待也都随便
就是要宠你宠你宠上了天
让谁都羡慕都赞美
让都傻眼

maybe i am wondering too much. the picture looks fine. everything will turn out right. just perfectly right.

2008-06-27T23:47:00.000+08:00

[On Air: 走火入魔 - 丁噹&阿信]

TGIF! end of the first week of the new term.
school's ok. but the assignments were pretty hectic.
i still can't believe we managed to complete that whole load of work.
MHE, UTM, BPE all completed within a week.
what was i doing the past 3 weeks?
oh well~ anyway met up with besties for dinner last week.
it been a little long since we met up.

*Thanx froggy for the gift & card!*
*Thanx old boi for your dinner treat!*
*Thanx wu gui for your desert treat!*
another meet up soon ok! =)))

actually there's alot i want to type but i am kind of tired. ;)

YJ's 21st Bdae

*LOL*

YZ & me !

2008-06-19T02:20:00.000+08:00

[On Air: As Long As You Love Me - BSB]

i need to whack myself awake.
there's tons of work to be done.
oh and pls mr/mrs luck don't just ditch me like that.
kindly let me know if you are on urgent leave.
ok. i think i am going to stop here.
too lost for words.

"don't say forever. a liftime will be the best gift ever."

2008-06-10T23:34:00.002+08:00

[On Air: Labels or Love - Fergie]

Back home from dinner.
grandma's over at my house.
so had dinner at crystal jade IMM with grandma and aunt's family.

and so it yet another year.
today marks my existence on earth approximately two decades ago.
my past flashes over me as i lay on the bed thinking about the past journey.
like any other person i had my fair share of ups and downs.
but despite that i would say mine had been safely smooth.
i am thankful for all the people who had always been there for me.
my family & friends especially.
i have the best family that anyone could ever ask for.
and special friends that added so much colors to my life.
i may have never said. but i really appreciate each and everyone of you.
every year on this same day i reflect on myself.
things i have done. not done. and those i have neglected.
i don't know and can't judge how much i have grown mentally and character wise.
that i feel is for others to judge.
double decade wiser i hope. =)
my sister got me a set of EVO 7 speakers.
and mybrother an mp4 player.
i love it. totally.
thank you so much! =))

and also

thank you for all the wishes and greetings that i have received.
greatly appreciated.

lastly

thank you to every person who came into my life. ;)

“我知道也很肯定在很久很久以后。。。我还会记得这一切.”

2008-06-09T23:43:00.004+08:00

[On Air: The Heart Of The Matter - India.Arie]

I FINALLY watched this! yes FINALLY!
went to catch it with yue zhen and ying ying today.
weekday and student's price. ;)
ok. the ending was kind of expected.
but still i think it was worth watching.
the dialogues were totally hilarious.
pretty touching in certain parts.
and even the soundtrack is pretty good too.
and MR BIG's COOL!!!
despite what he had done.
after 6 seasons and a movie.
it time we bid sex and the city farewell.
been a great one this show.
it really did teach alot.
many times in life we neglect issues and feelings that were in need of attention
we all runaway. sometimes without finding out the truth first.
and at times when we think it the end. it not the end yet.
in a way i have change my perceptions of certain things in some way.
it been one good show that deserved this much attention.
and yes " carried away".

ok. some random pictures.

2008-06-03T23:54:00.000+08:00

On Air: [防盗锁- 罗志祥]

The past week was kinda hectic.
tests every single day.
and it finally ended yesterday.
term break for now.
so there goes half a semester.
soon. very soon.
all these will come to an end.
despite all the ramblings and complaints.
i will miss all these. definitely will.
been thinking alot lately.
the future and things that had been on my mind for a long time.
i think about what i am going to do after this.
i do have plans thought about and made.
but at the same time somewhere in me i still feel lost.
guess i still need a little time to find my way.
lots of projects and assignments to go about this break.
maybe i could use this time to fill up spaces of my uncompleted piece.
till then. :)

" 只有最后一切才有定论"

2008-05-22T20:45:00.000+08:00

[On Air: True - Ryan Cabera]

MANCHESTER UNITED ARE THE CHAMPIONS OF EUROPE ! ! !
finally after 9 years since they last won the champions league.
it was a breath-taking match.
even more exciting than an action movie.
and we won something small from this too. ;p

2008-05-22T00:19:00.001+08:00

[On Air: 三个心愿 - F.I.R]

或许。。。

很多事会说不清

人都会改变

时间能偶尔过得慢些

有了翅膀会飞得更高更远

那笑容一直都在

也许。。。

在很久很久以后

我还会记得这一切

2008-05-19T03:35:00.001+08:00

[On Air: 天使 - 五月天]

http://www.redcross.org.sg/

please give a little love and help to those earthquake shaken people in china.
the above website has more information on how you can make so donations to help them.
a little kindness from each and everyone of us may help them a long way.
Let's all give them some help in our own way.

希望活下去的人
能坚强的走下去
而不辛遇难的
希望在另一个世界的你们能过得很好
一路走好。。。

2008-05-16T23:47:00.001+08:00

[On Air: Angels Brought Me Here - Guy Sebastian]

Prayers and condolences to the people of the earthquake shaken sichuan province in china.
May all survivors and those fighthing to survive be blessed with strength and hope.
And for those thousands who lost their lives.
May all your souls rest in peace.

2008-05-07T22:47:00.000+08:00

[On Air: Sekai Juu No Dare Yori Kitto - Nakayama Miho & Wands]

I have been completing my tutorials on time. =)
and blogging consistently too.
it been a pretty fast week.
i see the weekend insight already.

2008-05-04T23:04:00.000+08:00

[On Air: Right Here Waiting - Richard Marx]

lol. that's interesting.
ok. weekend was good.
just too hot and stuffy.
oh and i completed my chemical log tutorial.
i did something for the weekend. LOL. =)

2008-05-03T23:02:00.000+08:00

[On Air: If you're not the one - Daniel Bedingfield]

Hallo.
this is going to be a short one.
life's the usual.
so this gonna be pretty random.

Man Utd vs Barcelona (Win)
Man Utd vs West Ham (Win)

just one more step away from the EPL league title and the champs league. =)

2008-04-27T22:46:00.002+08:00

[On Air: 为你写诗 - 吴克群]

Hallo.
the 3rd week of school starts tomorrow.
past 2 weeks are quite the usual.
nothing interesting.
projects are coming in though.
oh and i think my chosen IS module is rather worth mentioning.
the module's called understanding the media. UTM for short.
basically we have the weekly lectures, discussions and a few upcoming quizes.
the best part is there's no project. plus the lecturer is a really nice lady.
so i guess i could say i have made the right choice this time round. ;p

ok. met up with wanting and wu gui yesterday.
on the way to orchard we sat on the bus talking.
wu gui was telling me about her work and award.
hahaha. what can i say.
wu gui ~ 你很棒! =>>>
wanting is going to boston for student exchange in june too.
Did quite alot of catching up.
and lots of laughter too.
anyway it was really fun.
i haven't grabbed the pics from wu gui yet.
so i won't be posting any this time round.
Man Utd lost! =(
champs league 2nd leg on tues.
it will be pretty interesting.
that's all for now then. =)

"我忘了说最美的是你的名字."

2008-04-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

[On Air: 寂寞公路 - 伍思凯]

First day of the new semester.
the 3rd and final year.
it good being back at school.
new faces and those ever so familiar ones.
everything was basically introductory today.
isn't much to talk about.
well let's hope it gonna be a smooth one.

" 说好和你一起流浪失约的我独自飞翔"

2008-03-27T13:36:00.000+08:00

[On Air: Everyday I Love You - Boyzone]

Results released.
IS chosen.
time for school again.
i am not dreading.
nor am i excited.
the "student identity" still sticks.
so yeah going back to school sounds pretty good.
hopefully yet another thrilling semester to remember by. =)

"你和我的心愿便利贴贴心里面收集感动给以后怀念."

2008-03-14T00:13:00.002+08:00

[On Air: Still -98 Degrees]

the most dreaded moment of every semester.
it been 3 semesters.
but heck. i still worry.
there's just something freaking wrong with me.
please let me get over this fast and soon.

2008-02-24T03:10:00.002+08:00

[On Air: Save The Best For Last - Vanessa Williams]

一个学期又结束了
突然觉得有些失落
好像一切变得一片空白
终结后的孤单
应该就是这样吧

又是一个阶段的终点
就这样2年悄悄的过去了
真的很快
对于过去的点点滴滴
会怀念会不舍
但人生就是这样
必须一直走下去

每一站
都会遇到不一样的人难忘的事
这一次也不例外
有些事真的会一辈子都记得

2008-02-07T01:32:00.000+08:00

[On Air: 不会分离 - 光良]

Well~ it the first day of Chinese New Year.
hopefully it going to be a smooth year.
had reunion dinner at my aunt's place.
the food was alot. really alot.
i am still feeling full even now.
of course not mentioning the increase in number of people too.
we used to have reunion dinner at home with just our own cosy family.
but hey the more the merrier. ;p
watched a comical mahjong movie shown on tv after dinner.
it really is funny despite having a few look-stupid parts.
Happy Chinese New Year Everyone!
May all of you be bless with good luck, health and happiness! Cheers! =D

2008-01-30T00:26:00.000+08:00

[On Air: 两个人的烟火 - 黎明]

有时候
有很多话想说
有很多事想分享

可是
不是不想说
不是不知道这么说
也不是不会说

就是
不能说

其实啊
我想说的是

没什么

是一个。。。

不能说的秘密。

2008-01-21T23:48:00.000+08:00

[On Air: 两只恋人-曹格]

yikes. this is my first entry of 2008.
not that i am giving up or something.
cause this is the only place that's actually keeping me sane.
and so it already near the end of january.
erh, ok i have been lazy to a certain extent.
besides being busy with school that is.
this term is much more hectic than the previous.
considering that we have at least 3 presentations per week.
not including the reflections and whatever else we have to write.
plus all the research stuff and having it done by the dateline.
other than it gets tiring at times everything's pretty much the same.
which means i haven't been going out much or rather almost entirely not.
so basically, it home and school. sounds pretty boring. haha.
but wells i am quite happily indulging in the comfort of my home and all.
not forgetting my psp too.
afterall, it not that bad.
anyway~ i don't have lessons tomorrow which is also why i am blogging now.
just got home not long ago from dinner with my besties.
it been sometime since we last met up.
as usual the madness and laughter.
i always enjoy such moments.
well~ CNY is coming soon.
i guess we have got plans for house visiting and stuff.
so we will probably meeting up really soon again.
ok, so that's about all for now then. =p

2007-12-31T23:03:00.000+08:00

[On Air: Cry On My Shoulder - Deutschl. sucht den Superstar]

It the last day of 2007.
rather it the last 57 mins.
well 2007 . . .

A year of ups and downs.
the great moments and those not so great ones.
Looking back 2007 wasn't exactly smooth for me.
hopefully 2008 is gonna be a much better year.
and speaking about resolutions.
i guess i won't be making any this time round.
not much use cause i don't really follow it. haha.
one thing is for sure though i will do my best in everything.

Lastly~

Wishing eveyone good health and the best in the coming 2008!

Happy New Year Everyone!

2007-12-25T22:12:00.000+08:00

On Air: [Ever The Same - Rob Thomas]

Merry Christmas Everyone!~

Christmas is here and will be gone soon.
which means school will be starting in a few days.
pretty good in a way too cause it keeps me busy.
especially since this semester is alittle more hectic.
i foresee that i will probably fade away again.
ok. i haven't forgotten those people whom i have made plans to meet up with since i don't know how long ago.
will fix a time soon ok.
in fact i didn't done much this holidays.
or rather nothing solid.
just practically busking around.
thought of meeting people or do something.
didn't really turned out that way.
partly cause of the weather. rainy season.
just scare the thoughts of wanting to head out all away.
well~ it doesn't really matter anymore.
since the holidays are going to be over anyway.
guess i will drop by here again in a few days time.
meanwhile~ see how the last of my holidays will turn out.
except completing whatever assignments.
probably busking it away?
well~ . . . . . . hahaha.

2007-12-13T00:24:00.000+08:00

Check out this song by Nicky Li.
melody gives a soothing feel.
lyrics are easy to remember but able to give the listener visual images.
it trying to bring out that love can be simple too.

做你的天 - 李玖哲

你坐在我身边我的天我想我会失眠
想暂停时间亲你的脸你才不会发现

舍不得和你说再见一秒都浪费
你每个表情那么新鲜
催着我快一点再多爱你一些

做你的天做你的晴天
帮你晒干所有眼泪
你的眼是我珍贵的宝贝

做你的天当你需要阴天
陪你安静一整夜
别管世界怎么变
我是你的天我是你最爱那天

过了春天过了夏天我们写下了季节
又过了秋天过了冬天我们写下永远

舍不得和你说再见一秒都浪费
你每个表情那么新鲜
催着我快一点再多爱你一些

做你的天做你的晴天
帮你晒干所有眼泪
你的眼是我珍贵的宝贝

做你的天当你需要阴天
陪你安静一整夜
别管世界怎么变
我是你的天

我只对你想念对你温柔和体贴
只为你心甘情愿永远不对你说抱歉

做你的天做你的晴天
帮你晒干所有眼泪
你的眼是我珍贵的宝贝

做你的天当你需要阴天陪
你安静一整夜
别管世界怎么变
我是你的天

我是你最爱那天
我做你的天

2007-12-09T03:36:00.000+08:00

On Air: [Eternal Flame - Bangles]

Boo! yes boo myself for the lack up of updates.
the last post dates back on 27th October 2007.
today is the 9th December 2007.
which means i haven't blog for the whole November. gosh.
so what's been happening.
nothing glamourously interesting.
but currently school's the more happening place.
rush in meeting datelines.
MDE Bowling competition.
class tests.
class outings.
birthday celebrations.
this semester is more project based.
so we have at least 1 or 2 presentations every week.
all the class tests are over too.
and it HOLIDAYS for us now. =)
1 week earlier then the rest of the school.
sounds nice doesn't it.
well~ there's a price to pay though.haha.
we have got a few projects and tutorials due at the start of the term.
still i am rather satisfied with the extra 1 week break.
going to spend the break completing whatever that needs to be completed.
do alittle revising and probably meeting people or so.
siti~ do settle on a date for our gang monthly meeting soon yeah.
Anyways~ christmas is coming.
so santa will you grant my wish?

2007-10-27T00:52:00.000+08:00

[On Air : Best Friend - Toy-Box]

The second week of school is over.
1 presentation down already.
it total project madness this semester.
tons of projects, tutorials, discussions and presentations.
though it can get fustrating but it sure does has its share of fun.
besides i am supposed to gain learning values.
well overall school's been pretty good.
the class has really merged.
it makes attending class alot better.
just a short update.
will come by soon. =)

serious photo madness in L01.
that's something really cool. :-)

2007-10-14T21:35:00.000+08:00

[On Air : Paint My Love - MLTR]

After a month plus of mainly lazing around.
school reopens tomorrow.
a new semester means a new start.
the buzz and frantics will soon set in.
i am kinda looking forward though.
enjoying the life and privilege of being a student.
well~ i am going to work hard this semester.
my resolution for the new semester?
ah...... we shall see. =)

2007-10-07T23:15:00.000+08:00

[On Air: Wake me up when september ends - Green Day]

路太弯

歌手：潘玮柏

我在这里计算终点的距离
下一站有没有更期待的结局
眼闭上眼看不看得见过去
看不看得见原来那个你
和幸福的关系

路太弯梦在转
错过的人已不在
以为我能习惯一个人安全感
路太弯爱在转
明知忘记会很难
我一路上跌跌撞撞
却找不回拥抱的形状

眼闭上眼看不看得见过去
看不看得见原来那个你
和幸福的关系

路太弯梦在转错过的人已不在
以为我能习惯一个人安全感
路太弯爱在转
明知忘记会很难
我一路上跌跌撞撞
却找不回拥抱的形状

付出过是不是就换得希望
呼吸太乱世界太宽
缘分毕竟太短

2007-10-02T22:56:00.000+08:00

[On Air: 龙卷风-周杰伦]

I don't say i miss you doesn't mean i don't.
I don't ask about you doesn't mean i don't care.
I don't speak doesn't mean i am unaware.
I don't cry doesn't mean i don't feel sad.
I don't ponder doesn't mean i am not thinking.
I don't express doesn't mean i don't feel.
I don't say because after many times it loses its true meaning.
I don't ask because i know you need your space.
I don't speak because i think it unecessary.
I don't cry because it won't make any of the sadness go away.
I don't ponder because it doesn't help as much as in dept thinking.
I don't express because that's part of me.

words can mean alot.
irregardless of how it being transmitted.
but sometimes . . . . . .
actions speak louder than words.

i haven't been blogging like i promised to.
partly it due to the reason that i am just lazy.
but i have another meaning in blogging.
i don't want to blog for the sake of blogging.
if i were to write something i hope i can write with feel and inspiration.
i will continue writting though. i aren't giving up. : -)

2007-09-07T02:16:00.000+08:00

[On Air: 我们的歌 - 王力宏]

Just got back home.
waiting for my hair to dry before hitting the sack.
celebrated Qiuyings's birthday in advance.
dinner at miss clarity cafe in bugis.
pretty good food for a rather reasonable price.
after which was a singing session at suntec.
two words to describe: fun & madness.
we sang from 7pm till abt 1.30am.
i don't think i can talk properly now.
will post up the pictures soon.
that's all for now then.
Good Night!
oops. . . . . . i mean good morning! =)

2007-08-27T23:19:00.000+08:00

[On Air: 大男人小女孩 - 林俊杰]

Ok~ i am back blogging after 1 month and 6 days.
the 1st semester of 2nd year has officially ended as of 23rd August 2007.
it has been a rather good semester.
got to know some of the classmates better. =)
i was considering if i should work this holidays.
my colleague did called me up & asked if i could go back.
but considering i would have attachment next year
and i haven't had a proper break say for some 2 years.
so yeah guess i am not gonna work.
i will find some things to do though.
it the start if the holidays
so i make it a point to blog more often. =D

" 在别人面前的快乐只为了令别人开心一点我要找到真的快乐唯有继续装傻"

2007-07-21T23:52:00.000+08:00

[On Air : 你听得到 - 周杰伦]

it been 1 month and 3 days since my last post.
see how time flies.
semester 1 of year 2 is coming to an end soon.
I don't seem to be keeping up with my efforts
of writing at least once every 2 weeks.
sometimes i am lazy.
sometimes i am just too tired.
those projects just keeps pouring in.
consistently increasing in quantity that is.
inventory test & OPC practical is over.
at the very least it does provides a small relief.
in other words major papers are nearing.
i am still totally unprepared.
drilling in some determination should be a good start.
provided i am able to stick to it.
which i seriously doubt will work.
anyway, i am seem to be rather oblivious to the amount of things i need to get done.
i think i am numb already.
i am down with flu i think & my body is aching nuts.
otherwise, things are as usual.
at least i am satisfied with however it going. =)

"还有没有人知道你的微笑像拥抱 . . ."

2007-06-18T21:17:00.000+08:00

[某年某月某一天- Energy]

从东京回来了
虽然只是短短的一个星期
偶尔还是很想家
刚回来难免有些失落感
感受不同的城市生活
呼吸不一样的空气
学习到新的知识
心里也有了些不同的想法
虽说这一次是去旅行
却没忘记等我去完成的一对作业
要不去想还真的很难

人是不是在心情不好的时候才会一直想到过去
我也不是心情不好
只是发觉最近自己常常在回忆
听着这首“某年某月某一天”
让我想起了一段很特别的回忆
有一群与众不同的人出现在我生命里
虽然说不出口
其实心里真的很感激他们的存在
那时候的我们真的很好
常常哼这首歌
眼神是单纯的
总会唱到一半就笑成一团
一起哭，笑，读书，吃，喝，玩，乐
好快乐的时光
这个画面总会让心里有一种暖暖的感觉
如果有一部时光机
我好想再一次重温那时候的感觉。。。

2007-06-10T22:24:00.000+08:00

[On Air : 发现真爱 - 183 Club]

Today marks the start of another phase of my life.
the magic number 21. the age every teenager yearns to be.
but when the time comes, it doesn't seem so magical afterall.
it doesn't just mean freedom.
it marks a new beginning.
it means more responsibility.
it a reminder to start seriously planning the future.
i used to envision myself being 21 when i was very young.
but the images that came to me was never clear.
and now here i am just-turned 21 and writing this post.
the past half a year has had it share of happenings.
whether it was good or bad doesn't matter anymore.
so today is just another typical day to me.
nothing special.
and like the many past months i spent time with myself.
i thought about many things.
the past. the future.
the people whom i have met.
i wonder about how my future will turn out.
what will become of me.
how i am going to face this new phase of life.
i don't know mentally & physcologically how much i have grown.
i can't judge if i changed to be a better person.
but i know that deep down in me i am still a teenager at heart.
maybe because there are still things that i should have fufill during those years but i never had the chance to.
i don't know how long i will need to take to really turn 21.
but i know someday i will and i have to.
though sometimes i might feel lost.
but i guess i will be able to handle whatever that comes my way.
and what matters most i think will be the people who will stay for a long time to come.

* Thanks for all the wishes, greetings & gift from all means. I appreciate it all very much. =)

2007-05-19T00:33:00.000+08:00

[On Air : Heaven By My Side -A1]

Mid term's around the corner.
though it seems like school just started.
Imgt,QLA pre-test and jap test took up most of the week.
i screwed up my QLA though.
the questions just didn't get through me.
my answers were in a mess.
can't do anything about it now.
gotta buck up during CT.
certain assignments are due soon.
and there's marketing, jap & opcs pre-test next week.

there isn't much to blog about.
same old boring me.
it just school and home.

other then my family, most of my time are spent with myself.

since then i have got lots of time by myself.
and i have been thinking alot, about many things.
kinda like i have lost touch with the world and everybody else.
it this totally weird feeling that somehow overcame me.
those fun-filled, laughter seem to have drained away.
everyday is just another day.
whether it weekday or a weekend doesn't make a difference to me anymore.
i have been having weird dreams too.
it seem so real sometimes, but i never could figure out.
oh wells, i don't want to go on sounding so pathetic.

" Tell me what i should do. someone bring me back the laughter i used to have."

2007-05-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

[On Air: 旋律 - 林宇中]

i just feel like writing.
so here goes.

although sometimes . . .
my mum might grumble abit.
my dad would reprimand in a slightly harsh tone.
my sister would complain about just anything.
and my brother who can be really irritating at times.
and me having the most horrible attitude.
BUT . . .
i love my family alot.
everyone of them.
they are the ones who are the closest to me.
they are the ones who grew up with me.
they are the ones who has the same blood running in them as i do.
they are the ones who i can't live without.
they are the ones who light up my life.
i have, in my eyes, a perfect family.
at times we do argue & fight.
but family will always be family.
the love parents give to their children is unconditional.
and it the same for siblings love.
it a bond that will never be broken.
i was never good at expressing my feelings.
much less saying how i feel.
but i love my family more than anything/one in the world.
even if i had to give up my life for them.
i am very thankful & grateful that i am a part of this family.
And if there is a next lifetime. . .
i still want to be part of this family. =)

2007-05-01T01:34:00.001+08:00

[On Air : 我想要说-蔡旻佑]

I don't usually blog on monday nights.
but since today is a public holiday.
thought i will just write abit.
just as well since i just got home.
2L01's gathering was good.
i will probably post more about it when i get the photos.

Does spilling your guts out make a person feel a whole lot better?
i do wonder about that.
people tell me it an effective way of healing.
that it emotionally & mentally healthier to pour then to keep.
truthfully, i never knew how it actually feels like.
the feeling of pouring out my soul out to someone else was non-existent in my world.
i was strongly encouraged many a times.
but i never did take that first step.
yet at times i could feel this strong ''curosity" in me.
to know how it felt like after pouring out my soul.
people wondered why i am like that.
it usually down to factors like they were untrustable or i am just plain stubborn.
those actaully won't the reasons.
i grew up this way. never opening up much to people.
no one knows about my inside world.
there's this part of me that was never known.
and it will probably stay like this through my life.
and for life i will keep wondering how it actually feels like.

2007-04-20T22:55:00.001+08:00

[On Air : 爱情学测 - 棒棒堂]

First week of school was pretty slack.
everything was abit slow-paced.
next week might be the start of hetic though.
hard to imagine i am already in year 2.
there was no tutorial for the 1st week.
and lectures were basically just introduction.
I love my BCJ lessons though.
this japanese module is really interesting.
they have got interesting culture.
we learnt to speak & write in that language.
and there's even a test next week.
i am going to enjoy these lessons for the rest of the term.

" there are times where are i wonder if i made the right choice."

2007-04-14T23:26:00.000+08:00

[On Air : 碎碎念-罗志祥]

暑假结束了。
打工的日子也跟着告一段落。
心里有些空虚，
好像少了什么。
这么久以来。。。
这是我最充实最有意义的暑假。
有不舍有想念。
不舍一群对我百般照顾又超级好的同事长辈。
想念那个让我心灵成长不少的地方。
这一个都月来，
花在工作的时间，
甚至多过在家。
和他们相处久了，
常常让我忘了自我。
我也多出了不少绰号。
虽然有一段时间，
因为发生了让人难过的事
大家的心情都受影响。
好难忘的一段时间。
谢谢大家对我的好。
那些笑声仿佛都便成了回音。
我也该回到属于自己的世界了，
一个只有自己的小宇宙。

A brand new school year awaits me on monday.
this holiday has been an unforgettable one.
i have learnt alot & in someway has made me grown in many ways.
it only been a day & i already missed the people & place.
yesterday was my last day of work.
i walked out of the office not with relief
it was more of refreshed.
like everything was going to start afresh.
for moments i felt overwhelmed with emotions.
my colleagues & boss was more of being a friend than just those formal terms.
they treated me like one of their own people.
working with them was never dull.
in fact, it was always lively.
and not to forget
how everyone helped each other through a sad period.
there was always laughter to cheer the place up.
words can't express my gratitude to them.
for all they have taught me.
i will remember each & everyone of them.
and as a new challenge awaits me on monday.
i will be ready to take it on.

“你离开也有一个月了。虽然事实还是有些难解受，
不过心情也平复许多了。希望现在的你过得很快乐。”

2007-04-11T23:17:00.000+08:00

[On Air : Purest Of Pain - Son By Four]

I don't know why i am writing this post.
when i am supposed to catch some sleep.
probably i just need to ramble.
i can't figure what i am going to write next.
this will be it then.

when was the last time you actually smile from your heart?

2007-04-02T22:32:00.000+08:00

[On Air: 而我知道-五月天]

Don't you wish at times that you could just pack your bags and leave for a long break.
running away never solves a problem.
but sometimes we all need a good break.

2007-03-18T00:33:00.000+08:00

[On Air: 忘词-五月天]

sometimes i wish it was easier to speak out.
sometimes i wish i had someone to talk.

i think i need some time alone.
it still hard to believe.

2007-03-14T21:21:00.000+08:00

[On Air : 好眼泪坏眼泪 - 徐若瑄]

我一直认为自己很坚强
也许是想隐藏脆弱的一面
从来不会在别人面前落泪
一直好努力的维持这样的自己
听到她离开的消息
我无法接受这个事实
就连现在我还不愿相信
认识她的时间并不长
但对她的印象却很深刻
她说话的方式
总会让我忍不住的笑
也许这样子她也摆脱了痛苦
努力了半辈子
现在也该休息
好好的睡一觉
希望在另一个地方的你
能够过的好过得快乐
你的好
你的笑
我永远都会记住
认识你我很感激
谢谢你所教过我的。

sometimes i wish i could cry out loud.
sometimes i wish i had someone to cry to.
sometimes i wish i hadn't try to be so strong.

the funny way you always say things.
it never fails to make me laugh.
the many thank yous that you repeat
everytime i help you with something.
your good i will always remember.
your wise advise i will keep in my mind.
your smile i will never forgot.
as hard as it is to accept that you are gone.
for i know you have gone to a better place.
no pain. no worries.
despite the short time i have known you.
thank you for the memories.
for i will always remember them.

Rest in peace my friend.

2007-03-11T23:33:00.000+08:00

[On Air : 自我催眠 - 罗志祥]

Just a random post.

当树叶开始掉落的时候，
我还是会想起那年夏天。
红了眼眶，
渐渐地微笑，
虽然眼泪不听话，
但是我终于有了一颗安静的心。

2007-02-25T00:14:00.000+08:00

[On Air : 超人 - 张卫健]

Time seems to stop within this blog.
looks like it has been abandoned.
but no it not.
these days i am just too tired to type an entry.
even if it only a few sentences.
i have not had a solid rest since my semester ended.
everyday i leave my house before light and only get home when it dark.
work keeps me occupied even on saturdays.
sundays are spent catching up on my sleep.
life is rather fufilling.
anyhows it better then lazing around at home.
all i ask for now is adequate sleep and i will be one satisfed girl.

2007-02-15T01:14:00.000+08:00

[On Air : 你快不快乐-苏有朋]

My semestral exams officially ended on tuesday.
i fail myself again. yes, again
blame myself. blame my laziness.
haven't really been studying the whole term.
sometimes i get so irritated with myself.
so tired of myself.
i know i should be studying.
but as much as i try to do it, it just doesn't seem to work.
plus short concentration spans.
i will sit with my notes opened and keep zooming off to space.
my feelings are all so messed up too.
at times i will get so moody
and some stupid depressive thoughts get in to mind.
don't get me wrong. of course i am glad that my papers are over.
Oh wells, maybe i just need a good rest.

Anyways, i had actually planned on sleeping in yesterday.
in the end, went back to CE with yz & qy.
just as well since i needed to pass ms lee a set of notes. p
lus we wanted to visit ms yap, since she just came back from maternity leave.
gosh~ her baby is cute.
i want a baby of my own too. hahaha.
cny is coming really soon, and i have got lots to do.
i need to clean my room, my study cupboard and my wardrobe.
and i need a haircut badly.
the worse part is i have not done anyting yet.
plus i need to meet people.
alrights, i shall stop my rantings.
oh yes~ before i go. . .
there's something i want to say. . .

DADDY IS HOME! =)

" If I lay here.
If I just lay here.
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?”

2007-02-05T02:56:00.000+08:00

[On Air : 专属天使 - Tank]

I am happily indulging in my revision.
gotta pump myself harder.
still alot to get done.
it does get exhausting at times though.
but at least i am trying to enjoy myself.
and that's all that matters.

Quotes from a song.
i like the way the words express.

爱让人变得简单说不出的浪漫
世界变好慢单纯的喜欢
整个世界的快乐一起收藏
爱让人觉得温暖说不出的期盼
你靠我肩膀你闻我发香
整个世界的幸福一起分享

2007-01-29T00:58:00.000+08:00

[On Air : 只有我]

Another week has come to end.
3/4 of the semester is over.
all the projects and presentations are officially done with.
i am glad as to annouce that i have painstakingly completed my econs report.
it time i start pumping myself hard.
or else i will end up falling heavily.
econs quiz on tuesday
with a record breaking 90% rate that i will flung.
bizca on wednesday
even the clouds will be crying for me.
it beyond hope.
even keeping fingers cross won't help.
math quiz on friday
i am still rather confused with logarithims.
besides that, the rest of the other topics are still ok.
i guess i will just keep on practising.
it going to be a whirlwind week ahead.

" i look around and i realise the fragility of life."

2007-01-21T23:57:00.000+08:00

[On Air : It might be you - Stephen Bishop]

i swear i will get the econs report done later.
and i mean completing it.
this is the last time i am going to have anything to do with econs.
it gets on my nerves.
whatever~
i am in a lousy mood.
all that i have said might just be craps
when i clear my thoughts.

2007-01-21T00:21:00.000+08:00

[On Air : 都是你 - 光良]

那一瞬间
我好像回到从前那一段单纯的美好。。。~

i was out pratically the whole of today.
i met up with Linda & Siti.
it been almost a year since i saw Linda.
and awhile since i met Siti too.
i won't go into too much details.
meeting up & laughing together again.
some emotions and feelings that can't be expressed in words.
anyhow~ i hope that they had a great time.
met up with primary school pals later at night.
yuenmei is going to UK for 6 months.
Luck gal~
haha~ how i wish i can go too.
Nevermind even if it for studying.
they had supper while i had a late night dinner.
we didn't eat alot though.
most of the time we were talking away.
it was great anyway~
and it gonna be sometime before the next meet up.
have a wonderful trip & do take care. =D

pardon the quality of the song. it the best i can find.

" Happy Birthday Linda! Hope you enjoyed yourself~ =) "

2007-01-20T00:57:00.000+08:00

[On Air : 爱转角- 罗志祥]

好久没上来 blog了~

i have been spending my time meeting school datelines
fufilling requirements and rushing tutorials.
otherwise, i have been lazy. exams in less then a month.
i need to slap myself awake. a classmate asked me today if i am ok.
said that i seem pretty moody these days.
maybe i have been.
anyways~
i learnt that a person's health is everything.

"We learn that we may never know how our story ends, but we know that love endures all the way."

2007-01-06T01:21:00.000+08:00

[On Air : 一直到最后 - Energy]

虽然我的华语不这么好
但是人总得进步吗！
新的一年新的开始。
这是我2007年第一个proper entry.
没什么精彩的故事让我大记一笔。
生活和以前没什么差
但我正在努力过得很充实。
好啦，废话少说!
由照片来替我说故事。

L01 Class Gathering

Back to College East

Lee Hong's Birthday

YueZhen's Birthday

就先这样啦~ =)

2007-01-01T00:16:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year Everyone!
Have a Smashing 2007! =)

2006-12-31T21:22:00.000+08:00

[On Air : 一直在这里 - 郭品超]

It new year eve today.
most people are probably out counting down to the new year.
what am i dong here?
sad to say i am on 1 week MC.
and the worse part is under doctor's order i have to stay at home for 1 whole week.
so here i am stuck at home watching sturat little 2 on tv.
what a way to spend my new eve. haha.
i haven't been feeling well since christmas.
and it just sort of got worse and so yeah.
i woke up finding a letter on my table today.
Though, i have not been feeling too good these few days
i felt a whole lot better after reading the letter.
you know you are.
Thank You so much for sending that letter.

Anyway, year 2006 is coming to end in a few hours.
many things have happen this year.
the good ones & the not-so-good ones.
the many happy, sad, touching, memorable moments.
the people, family, friends, colleagues, schoolmates even strangers.
i still remember them all.
i guess 2006 has been a good year.
i have learnt many things along the way.
though at times i had to learnt it the hard way.
but i am glad it all help make me a better person.
and for everyone who has helped add colour to my life
i hereby sincerely thank you.
it going to be a whole new start.
so here goes to my list of new year resolutions.
i just hope i do follow them.

New Year Resolutions:
- everyone to have stay healthy and happy.
- better grades
- stay healthy
- taking better care of myself
- lose 5kg
- come up with better lyrics
- learn how to compose
- treasure everyone around me.

Well, actually i still have a very long list.
but i figured it best to keep it short and realistic.
hopefully, i will be able to achieve those.
Alright, so here goes my last entry for the year. =)

~ It doesn't matter where i maybe, just remember that whenever & wherever you need me i will always be right here by your side.~

2006-12-28T01:59:00.000+08:00

[On Air : 点水蜻蜓 - 牛奶]

Term break officially ends in 5 days.
spending time with family.
meeting up with a few friends.
went back to college east.
most of the time i am working.
i spent my christmas working this year. =D
not too bad.
just that the 2 weeks seems too short.
gotta buck up when schools starts.
final papers are barely a month away.

Anyways, we gave sotong a surprise birthday celebration today.
it 3 days in advance.
but hopefully she had a memorable day.
and of course the presents too.
sorry sotong, i didn't mean to lie.
haha.
though i wasn't really very sure you would fall for it.
luckily you did though.
这只是善意的谎言. =)))

2006-12-15T00:43:00.000+08:00

[On Air：夏天的风 - 元卫觉醒]

Finally~ common tests are over.
ITL was a total screw up.
hopefully today's paper wouldn't turn out too badly.
i am seriously deprived of sleep.
gonna catch up on it the whole weekend.
and hopefully i have got inspiration to come up with something. =D
L01's gathering was smashing.
L01 is one cool class. Rawk on! =)))))

the bells jingle and i know christmas is coming.......

2006-12-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

[音乐：你听得到 - 周杰伦]

tomorrow's paper is one i wish i didn't have to take.
i am totally screwed up.

2006-12-10T03:09:00.000+08:00

[On Air : 天灰 - S.H.E]

36 hours 50 mins to common test.
less than 48 hours. omg~
i have flipped my notes till they are on the verge of being torn.
and i am on the verge of breaking down.
i have been redoing every question for the 100th time.
nah~ exaggerating. =X
lesser but nonetheless, i have been doing it over and over again.
haven't had much sleep the past few days.
i feel so moody.
ok, enough of my rantings.
back to the books then. =D

santa can you hear me? all i wish for this christmas is .............

2006-12-04T00:26:00.000+08:00

[On Air : 半岛铁盒 - 周杰伦]

one more week left to common test.
i can't judge how much i have revised.
but the understatment still stands at i-am-still-not-ready.
i was never ever ready anyway.
and probably never will.

common test has basically been taking up most of my time.
so it either school or home.
not that it a bad thing.
i get to spend more time with my family.
like the whole of the past weekend.
friday was dad's birthday.
had dinner at some resturant in chinatown together with grandma & aunt's family.
and half of saturday was spend with my cousin and dinner over at aunt's house.
one of the best weekends for me.

everything seems alright.
when i am with people.
smile, joke, laugh.
but when i am alone.
everything feels different.
i tend to settle into my thoughts too deeply.
sometimes even the emotional system goes haywire.
putting on a brave front doesn't do the inside work.
wad a joke.
i can't even control my own emotions.
and i thought i was strong.
strong. haa. how wrong i am.
well, i have been living in a state of self-denial.
i should have recognised this long ago.
or rather i should have choosen to recognise.
and i am starting to wonder how much more of me is still in self-denial.
oh wells, enough of such depressive talk.
it time i get to sleep.
or i shall very soon withness the consequences of sleeping late. =)

Don’t take too long to say I love you to the ones you love,
Cos time has a habit of slipping away.

2006-11-27T03:02:00.000+08:00

[On Air : 自恋 - 罗志祥]

school starts late tomorrow.
that explains why i am here again at such an unearthly hour.
it the first and probably the last since the start of this semester
that i have a late monday.

Lately, i haven't been feeling too good.
it kind of an unexplainable feeling.
one moment i am feeling good.
and the next i am down in the pits again.
mopping around like a zombie.
enjoy toturing myself.
bouts of headaches.
i am turning into a mess
and the only thing that keeps me sane is music.
sounds like symptoms of depression. haha.
geez~ i gotta wake up.

i am so motivated to study right now.
i am so extremely happy. =D
my biz finance report is 3/4 completed.
i have worked out the calculations part.
which only leaves me with the theoratical analzying.
revised chapters 2 & 3 for econs.
and i have started on the 1st chapter of ITL.
on second thoughts, i might not screw up too badly after all.
more motivation to come.
i am keeping my fingers cross. =)

right, i better get to sleep.
otherwise, i will be seeing wrinkles on my face soon.
geez~ what a freaking thought. =!

“听说在250万年后，我们会在次遇到相同的人。。。我想到时的我希望能在遇见你。”

2006-11-23T02:55:00.000+08:00

[On Air : 自我催眠 - 罗志祥]

生命原来是那么憔悴。
生死原来就只差那一瞬间。
原来我害怕的不是死亡而是失去。

life is so fragile.
between life and death stands only a thin line.
someday we all come to the same ending.
a lifetime is all we have.
no fairytale exists.
we don't live happily ever after.
no one knows when.
but yes, someday we have to go.
the fear of losing can get so overwhelming at times.

2006-11-19T01:34:00.000+08:00

[ On Air : 熟能生巧 - 林俊杰]

We celebrated Eugene's birthday last week.
Seems like like yesterday that we just stepped into CTSS.
it been a great 7 years and counting.
rawk on~ =D
i shall let the photos do the talking.
Credit to Eugene for the photos.

termed the 'happy people'. =)

small screens-big heads. =X

just another shot. =p

this can really get addictive. =D

i didn't know how it turned out this way. =)))

i am so totally screwed.
and being deprived of sleep is not helping at all.
i dragged myself out of bed.
plaster a smile and drag myself to school.
this whole semester is totally screwed up.
there are still tons of unfinished work waiting to be done.
and it piling up.
i am not tired.
just drained.
so drained that even smiling seem like a task.
wadever~ i just feel so screwed up.

2006-11-09T00:08:00.000+08:00

[On Air : 北极星的眼泪- 张栋梁]

I just completed an essay due tomorrow.
what a relief. it been bugging me for days.
lessons starts late tomorrow.
so i decided to blog at such an unearthly hour.
it been a hell of a semester so far.
there's so much to completed that i don't know where to start from.
and time is running out. =(
procastination has of course been a major affecting factor in mine unable to complete assignments on time.
that's so like me. haha.
procastination is so in me that it like my shadow, that doesn't fail to follow.
projects pile in like flowing water tap.
quizes and tests queing up to be taken.
and all those i-don't-understand-the-question tutorials waiting to be done.
i really need to buck up. and start immediately.
good that all these stuff keeps me busy. which is the kind of mode that i like to be in.
but all these adding up together has been depriving me of my sleep.
deprivation of sleep is something i can't handle well.
i have been waking up much later then usual.
as late as half an hour before i leave the house.
and i end up having to go into a frantic rush trying to make it on time.

i don't watch much tv shows these days.
much less know which drama is the latest hot favourites.
but recently, with recommendations i watched wei xiao pasta.
surprisingly, this show has manage to keep me watching the consecutive episodes.
this drama is one good show.
with its comical script and creative animations.
it never fails to make me laugh.
not to mention that the lead actor has a really charming smile. =))

anyways, common test dates aren't too far away.
i have got alot of revision to be done.
and it really ALOT.
haha... i just hope i don't screw up too badly.
well, i guess that's all for now then. =D

2006-10-28T01:29:00.000+08:00

[Music : Perhaps Love]

the second week of school has ended.
i am still me.
nothing fascintaing happens.
as much as i hope there would be.
blood donation at school today.
can't seem to find the time to go down to the blood center.
alot of term reports & projects has been flowing in.
this semester is kinda ridiculous.
as far as up till now.
oh wells, i will do my best.
enjoy the rest of the semester.
that's for now then.

2006-10-22T02:08:00.000+08:00

[音乐- 你…我是傻瓜 - Stay]

小时候总有很多梦想，
也许在寻找梦想的途中我迷失了方向。
每一个人都会有自己想过的生活，
属于自己的一片天空。
我想也许我还没找到自己的一片天空。
不属于我的我不会强求，
我只想要过自己想要的人生。

2006-10-06T23:22:00.000+08:00

[Music: MLTR - Paint My Love]

Work was alright.
time passes pretty fast at work.
school' s starting soon.
real soon.
in another 2 weeks.
it gonna be a hectic semester.

it isn't all that bad afterall.

because

Christmas will be here soon. =)

2006-09-29T23:21:00.000+08:00

[音乐: 周杰伦 - 心雨]

the great taste of friendship. =) =)

2006-09-27T01:39:00.000+08:00

[音乐：周杰伦- 白色风车]

i have been neglecting this blog.
not that i did not realise.
actually, i did blogged yesterday.
but for some reasons the entry was reformated.
or rather deleted mysteriously.
there goes my entry.
nevermind though.
i decided to blog today anyway. :-)

school's gonna start in 3 weeks.
been working my holidays away.
on days i am not working.
i am either meeting up with friends.
or just resting at home.
oh and the timetable is out.
it just so not good.
and i totally don't like it.
not that i have any other choice.
but wells, it only a for a semester.
hopefully.

met up with some of my primary school mates today.
it was great catching up with them.
been a few years since we did some real catching up.
well, after that went down to ch house and met them for dinner.
yun & sotong was there too.
sotong left early.
me, yun & ch had a long chat after that.
lost track of time and got home nearly 12am.
haha.
it been a great day. =)

能不能晚点在到尽头.

2006-09-15T23:23:00.000+08:00

[Music: Tui Hou - Jay Chou]

Have been working since after exams.
work was alright.
sometimes time passes quickly at work.
better then rotting with boredom.
results were realeased today.
obviously, i am not satisfied.
a total disappointment.
there were some surprises though.
it all over.
it will be a whole new semester when school starts.
i gonna work extremely hard.
even if it means having to work my life away.
i have to and can do better.

Anyway, met up with froggy for some catching up in the past week.
went to holland V for dinner.
we had mexican food.
unique stuff.
even though we couldn't really read the menu. haha.
it was a good catching up session.
it has been sometime since we had a good talk.

i guess that's about all for now.

Sometimes it's hard to love someone because you're so afraid of losing them.